加油。。。

2day, whole day also what hapen
Alway do wrong things.

Open wrong cheque 4times
type wrong document 2times
Wat wrong on me ???

2ml sure scold by manager ~
T-T sorry
I noe
I too careless
No matter on studies /work,
i alway careless.

Gambateh
2ml....will be a good &nice day ???
Haha ^0^
2ml sure will be a great day ~

@ 我介意 @

歌手：金莎 歌曲：我介意

其实我的安静有迹可寻
只是你太不留心而已
如果说 两个人在一起
比一个人孤寂
爱会不会过期

渐渐你成为我BLOG里
被别人阅览着的心情
我听说
留言的人会有个面具
那个匿名的 会不会就是你

我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法
和我有了分岔

我介意你没忘了她
介意你还放不下
该迁就 还是一笑而罢

新 の 开始

这个week, 开始新 の 生活
想她们说的。。。
“ Wah, you being a OL soon "
Ya, I am a general clerk !!!

虽然 low salary, 但可以从中学习很多新事物。
Gain more working experience , knowledge or skill 。
第一天时，真的好怕~
这也不会，那也不会
虽然manager 没说什么，
但我 be a asst. manager, 什么也不会
真的好笨 !!!

luckily ,got 1 朋友告诉我
“ 没有人一出世就 know everything 。只要用心学习，
日子久了，就熟能生巧。笨蛋也会变成 professional 。”
ya, i am agree on it

Already work 1week, I think i can handle some liao
Haha ^0^
Hope it will be a good begining ~
真的不想让manager 太失望
Waste a lot of time & energy
我还是什么都不会 !!!
Gambateh ~
Believe on myself
加油 !!! 加油 !!! ^-^

*-* 原来 *-*

原来，这世界上很多事不在人们可以control 的范围内。
当你以为可以control whole world 时，
其实事实不是如此
也许会比你想象中的更糟。

当你以为可以control 他人时，
也许无形中，你已经被他人control 着，
还傻呼呼的不知道 ~

In 5 kingdom,
Home sapien, consider as a 思想复杂的动物。
放下那些复杂的思想，
无聊的想法，
Stop all Childish 的行为，
开开心心。。。
做个简单的human ~
这样，生活才会精彩 ^0^

When life gives you a hundred reason to cry,
Show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile~

~ A tired but happy day ~

2day, early morning go to pisa 4 starwalk !!!
Luckily,i still can finish 10km at limited time,
Yeah ^0^

Then go to shopping with family
From 1pm- 8pm....
Although a bit tired
I still buy many new cny clothes ,hehe ^-^
Just few hour ,
I spend around rm200++
Super geng ....

OMG
Nw my leg is pain
I really very very tired ~
I think i should have a good rest nw
Haha ^0^

Twilight

2day, with a gang of siao lala hang out 2 red box
Then，go 2 watch TWILIGHT !!!

男女主角都好帅好美

I admire on the " Edward Cullen " !!!

苍白到没有血色的俊俏面孔

Gold Brown colour 的眼晴

一眼看透他人心的深邃的眼神

Red bloody mouth

Taglines for Twilight :

When you can live forever what do you live for?

The Forbidden Fruit Tastes the Sweetest

And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.

And did you get what you wanted,

from this life, even so? I did.

Forever.Begins.Now.

Nothing will be the same

I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore..

Synopsis for Twiligh ：

Bella Swan (Kristen Stewart)

has always been a bit different,

never caring about or fitting in

with the trendy girls at her Phoenix,

Arizona high school.
When her mother Renee (Sarah Clarke) remarries

and decides to move with her new husband to Florida。

Bella decides to go live with her father, Charlie (Billy Burke),

in the rainy little town of Forks, Washington。

She doesn't expect anything to change.

Then she meets the mysterious and

dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson),
a boy unlike any she's ever met.

Intelligent and witty, his piercing eyes see straight into her soul.

Soon, Bella and Edward are swept up in a passionate

and decidedly unorthodox romance.

Edward can run faster than any cheetah,

he can stop a moving car with his bare hands,

and he hasn't aged since 1918.

Most importantly, he's a vampire.

Like all vampires, he's immortal.

He doesn't drink human blood (they're vampire "vegetarians"),

which is rare among the vampire population.

Instead, they go on regular "hiking" trips,

where they feed on prey such as grizzly bears and mountain lions.

For Edward, Bella is the thing he has waited 90 years for - a soul mate.

But the closer they get,
the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent,

which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy.

And what will they do when James (Cam Gigandet), Laurent (Edi Gathegi), and Victoria (Rachel Lefevre) come into town

and James sets his sights on Bella?

Will true love prevail when Edward is forced to save her life

and conquer his thirst?

The true question is, When you can live forever, what do you live for?

天空暗了。。。但也笑了~

天空暗了。。。但也笑了~

今天，从朋友那儿 save 了一张 photo ~

一张让人看了有不同感想的photo !!!

你，又有什么感想？？？

天空暗了。。。但也笑了~

星星& 月亮 形成一个笑脸 !!!

好特别~

天空暗了，

意味着一天的结束吗？？？

为什么？？？

天暗了，一定是代表失败/结束呢？？？

其实，也可以说成

天空暗了

星星& 月亮 也出来了!!!

明天，天亮后。。。

又是美好的新一天~

希望在明天~ Yeah

Photo !!!

Convent students with Felix Teacher ^0^
2day , a friend sent me a 2 year ago d photo ~
Inside photos,
cannot consider all from CDK !!!
I think only can grouping in " Convent " !!!
Bcoz got CDK & CPT students ... Haha !!!

一张简单的photo
却有着不同的感触 !!!
一些 sweet momories during English tuition...
一幅幅画面，涌进脑海里 ~

也许多年后
这张photo 会带给我不同的感觉 !!!

^-^ Happy Day ^-^

今天，go 2 interview ~

不知如何是好。。。

以后的事，以后才打算 !!!

累了一整天，还陪S 去shopping

爱美真是女人的天性

还有，女人真是超级购物狂 !!!

也难怪，女生宁愿和好姐妹一起shopping，

Haha ^0^

也许，谁也不想看见陪伴自己的男生，

一开始就吵着要离开 !!!

还有，在男生眼里

认为这个好，哪个美

什么都不错。。。

SWT 。。。

call them come 2 make decision

而不是来扰乱 ~

S 选来选去。。。
还是在 XY 的店选中了一件prom9 skirt 4 next week d prom9!!

在大家的怂恿下

我也try 了一件来玩玩~

Have a nice day ~

*0* 灰色空间 *0*

原来不是白就是黑
只不过是天真的以为
现实的世界只有灰

灰色空间
我是谁 ???
记不得幸福是什么滋味
无路可退
你是谁 ???

他总是不了解
我那些假装的无所谓
关于那些是是非非
我总不够坚决
才会在爱里面绕圈圈
我学得会 口是心非不要流泪

天上的彩虹
总出现在天晴雨过
我已经懂得轻轻的放手

擦干了成长的泪水
搭上了幸福的地铁

^0^ 时间 の 魔术师 ^0^

As time goes on, we are gradually stepping into another stage of our life.
Although time may have passed by in a blinked eye,
but there's a lot of sweet memories between our life.
May our memories will alway remain in our mind.

2year ago 的今天，刚考完 SPM !!!
然后，开始 do part time job !!!
虽然只是短短的几个月，
但认识了几个好朋友 !!!
他们taught 我many things !!!
从人生道理，做人处事，
到生活小事。。。
Thank a lot ~

Then, i went NS at camp syruz , BM !!!
我人生中的 sweet memories !!!
当初一开始，真的好怕，好担心，好抗拒 !!!
后来慢慢适应，渐渐爱上。。。

NS 生活 & 回忆 :

B4 sun rises ...
须要一大早起身坐 PT
在bright sky 还可看见很多很多星星，
然后慢慢看见太阳升起，
美丽的日出让人忘却睡意，
开始美好的新一天!!!
在 penang ，我想不可能可以看见那么多& 大的 stars ~

试过一早在湖岸边跑步吗？？？
试过一大班人一早，像siao lang 一样对着湖大喊？？？
试过一大班人一早，一起躺在斜坡上，辛勤的做健身运动？？？

在大太阳底下，每一个 physical training modules
Marching，kembara halangan，tali rendah
flying fox，absailling 。。。
可以让你体会汗水dripping from head to toe 的滋味
然后慢慢看见自己的skin become darker !!!
Haha, 不是每个人都有机会体会这种经验~

还有超闷的 CB class & Kenegaraan
如果睡不着，去了包你呼呼大睡~
其实，从中也可以学习很多事。。。
只看你以怎样的心情去面对而已 !!!

试过与一大群的 lalat having
Breakfast, Morning break, Lunch, Tea break, Dinner & Supper ???
有趣吧？？？
3 month 的陪伴，以慢慢变成习惯
回来后，没有了它们，真的会有点吃不下。。。
好想念与它们一同的日子~

在那儿的日子，是人生中最enjoy 的
没有stress , 没担心，没烦恼
每天5am ++ 睡醒，
从早玩到晚，until 1am ++
累了就倒头大睡 !!!
你还会失眠吗？？？
还没包括 jaga malam !!!
Whole night no need sleep ,haha ^0^

在里面 。。。
还要担心 what ???
Everything already arranged for us
We just need to follow the instruction ...
Enjoy everythings ~

Inside camp,
we no need do any decision...
we no need to face any problem..
Also no need bother what happening outside
Just need care about those things in the camp !!!
Care about how 2 play happily in camp ~

Then , come out from camp
Enter MBS
Starting my F6 life

We need to face reality again
Many things to face & to decide
Many stress & problem
STPM is the main idea ~

But now, STPM finish !!!
WE also stepping new roads
Starting a new life
Start exploring a new journey

时间 的 魔术师
改变了你我
任谁阻止不了它的魅力 。。。

只能做最熟悉的陌生人．．．

两个人从相识、相知到相爱，在交往一段时间后，
或有不得已的原因，或有不得告人的理由，
由于种种的原因，最后不欢而散，
在分手时，总有一方会说出那句最真实的谎言——希望我们还能是朋友。
如果是我，就不可以做朋友, 只能做最熟悉的陌生人了。

分手后不能做朋友。
选择做陌生人的理由是：既然分手了，就不要再有暧昧的关系，
那样只会让自己伤心，难受，进也不是，退也不是，
既然分手了，就彻底的退出，
快乐的生活，开心是现在唯一的追求。
分手了就分手了，既然不能再相互爱下去，就做陌生人吧。

如果说分手后，还会保持联系，
这只能说明有一方还没真正放下对方，
还不愿从对方的生活中彻底消失，
分手了，不做朋友是为了不再给对方希望，不给任何机会.

分手后: 　　
不可以做朋友　　
所以只能做最熟悉的陌生人．．．

^0^ STPM Sayonara ^0^

今天的　3.45pm，STPM　终于end！！！
考完后，因该会兴奋＆开心的。。。
不知为何，每个人的表情都是怪怪的
一副沮丧＆失落感！！！
我也如此。。。

也难怪大家会如此的表情。。。
因为今天 last paper is chem ！！！
我真的不敢想。。。
My chem paper 2 already XXX　
Now, paper 1 also XXX
真的好担心会Fail ！！！

我不太贪心而已
只想 my chem pass....
only need a 2.0C in chem !!!

Although a bit no mood ...
We still went McD greenlane celebrate ~

考试结束后。。。
因该为未来的路做打算！！！
未来的路是怎样，无人知~

That's just life
寻找梦里的未来
笑对现实的无奈
不能后退的时候
不再傍徨的时候
没有选择的时候
不能选择的时候
永远向前　路一直都在 ~

T-T 考试 T-T

最近，考试的压力把我压得透不过气！
好累，真的很累。。
累，不只是身体上，
心灵上的“累”更是让人多么的折磨！！

今天，打算好好读 CHEM
谁知，my sim chem notes 七零八散的。。。
All MCQ answer 。。。
Haiz ~
早知如此，当初应该好好专心tuition !!!
好好上课。。。

Gambateh ~
好好努力。。。
3 days 而已！！！
Pa 1☐ 2☑ Bio 1☐ 2☑
Chem 1☐ 2☑ Math T 1☑2☑

考试结束后，我必须要好好玩一玩来弥补回我“身灵”及心灵上的“创伤”。。。
好期待3 DEC 3.45pm 的 freedom ~
Yeah ~

@ 你不是真正的快樂 @

[歌詞] 五月天-你不是真正的快樂
作詞：阿信 作曲：阿信

人群中哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢或痛或心動了
你已經決定了 你已經決定了

你靜靜忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜就是越傷人
越是在手心留下密密麻麻
深深淺淺的刀割
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

這世界笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了
但生存是規則 不是你的選擇
於是你含著眼淚飄飄蕩蕩 跌跌撞撞的走著

你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂
你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了
然後再後悔著
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂
你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了

你值得真正的快樂 你應該
脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了
還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓悲傷全部結束在此刻
重新開始活著

T-T 2008 STPM T-T

终于，我有空blogging !!!
1st 3days, 是人生最难捱的，也是最压力的
PA, Chem ,Math & Bio
最难最tough最压力的paper都在这3天!!!
天啊，那些人不知道怎样安排时间的~
Now，只剩 MCQ & Math paper2
Yeah ~

每张考卷拿到时都是冷冰冰的
都是冷门的题目!!!
PA & Bio 还好，至少不会冷到让人发抖!!!

至于math & chem...
这2subj 在Dewan Budaya 考, 不知道是不是太热还是害怕，
全场冒冷汗!!!
还是无法全神贯注。。。
我想一定全军覆没!!!

由其是Chem。。。
3hour的 PA已经很累，还要 2 小时半的Chem。。。
不累死才怪~

说真的，我最坦心的是chem。。。
考完Chem，已经心灰意冷，有点想放弃 next papers : Math & Bio

想起你说过的话“坚持下去，努力一定有回报, 无论如何，never give up urself ”
Ya, agree on it ~
DONT STOP，NEVER GIVE UP

看来我要好好拼Chem paper1 ，才不会死得太难看 !!!
Gambate ~

要好的成果，好的回报，必须努力！！！
努力后也许会失败。。。
但总比放弃之后再来后悔一辈子要好的多~
与其在事后才后悔，
不如在当下就努力。
因为最坏的结果也只不过跟你一开始就放弃的结果差不多，
但少了遗憾 &后悔~

T-T 美丽的谎言 T-T

如果这是美丽的谎言，为什么又让我知道事实的真相？？？
我真的是天底下的大傻瓜，又笨又傻。。。
我真的相信你所说的话，你给的理由，你给的解释 !!!
我真的从来没有怀疑过你的一切
如今，我想我已开始有点疑惑你以前所说的话，
哪些是真的，哪些是谎言？？？

说真的，事实的真相还好，反而美丽的谎言让人觉得残酷。
我想说得是，其实你真的不用如此用尽心思，用心良苦来编故事来骗我！！！
放心，以后的我会放聪明点的。。。
不会为难你成这样子，须要你如此花尽心思来编故事 ！！！
Sorry.....I promise u
I wont repeat same mistaken anymore !!!
Sorry ~
总以为中了你下的毒，已经无药可救~
你的毒下真的好邪，好深，好毒。。。
如今发现，我已找到了解药！！！
我相信无论你的毒多邪多毒， 我会有病好的一天 ！！！
我相信会很快很快很快的康复，不会让你得意的很久。。。

~ Special Birthday ~

19th liao....haha ^0^
This year really is a special birthday...
Super busy ~

Early of morning 7am++ go 2 Gamma tuition until 12pm !!!
Then go sim until 6pm....
After that having a dinner with family !!!!Until nw ka went back & rest ~
Me lar.....sleep too late, nearly late to tuition !!!
Then 4got that my phone still in my bed ....
When i went back, i so shock !!!
30++ birthday wishes msgs !!!!
My phone d inbox.......haha ^0^

Anyway, today oso consider a happy day with all friends の birthday wishes ...

Birthday Celebration Photos *^-^*

Birthday Cake

Make a wish

Sy's handmake birthday card

enjoying ~

kawai

Take a photo b4 leave ~

^o^ Happy Day ^o^

After scl, a gang of siao lala hang out 2 gurney !!!
We having a lunch in pastamania !!!
I eat country cheese baked !!!
Yummy ~

Thank 4 u all ~
2day, i feel so happy !!!
So glad having u all together celebrated birthday ,haha ^0^ !!!
Somemore, thank 4 u all presents ...
I like it so much !!!

Thank 4 the birthday cake ...
When they sing birthday song at there, i so pasiek nia !!!
Somemore, the words on cake & sy's handmake d birthday card .....
eeeeeeeeeeeee........*^-^*
So pasiek !!!
Nw every1 also noe it !!!
Haiz....dont not want hide my face at where next time !!!!
I also duno when they all started call me tis name????
Except " TAN TAN ".....look like they also like gave me many many nick name !!!
I think is ...b4 that i alway mention such word in class !!!
So the nick name come from .....haha ^0^

Although many person cant attend it....
Is ok lar !!!!
Conclusion, 2day is a sweet & memorable day in my f6 life !!!
Especially receive such unexcepted presents from friends !!!
你们的心意，我都了解！！！ 谢谢~
Nw, enjoy my last few hour 4 my 18year old !!!

*-* 梦 vs 残酷 *-*

其实我一早应该领悟这些。。。
只是我一直执迷不悟，用尽心思，想尽办法来安慰自己。。。
告诉自己会有美梦成真的一天 ！！！
如今我才发现，梦就是梦，醒来后还是一场梦 ！！！
残酷的世界里不容许任何的美梦 ！！！

对不起。。。
是你让我做了最后又最坏的决定
心 做选择了 决定了
侧侧底底的放弃 ！！！
这是你的选择。。。
以后不要后悔 ！！！
我也不容许我后悔自己做下的决定 ！！！

我很累很累。。。
我总于可以回到了最初的自己。。。
Just Wanna Be Myself ^0^

~ Rebirth ~

2day,i receieve a funny msgs about " REBIRTH " from friend !!!
Do u believe on it----rebirth ???
If u believe in rebirth, what u want to be in ur next birth ???
What relation u want with others in ur next birth ???

4 me, i wan to be a bryophyta @ osteicthyes !!!
I no wan be a Homo sapien anymore !!!
Being bryophyta & osteicthyes. everyday just having a simple life, no need study ,haha ^0^ !!!
With a short life span & a lot of freedom ~

Relation with others leh ....
I wan be his' eyes !!!
I wan using his' eyes view this whole world !!!
I wan be her's hands !!!
I wan using her's hands to create miracle !!!

But now, i just can be myself !!!
Sitting in coming soon STPM !!!
Stop dreaming & study hard & smart !!!!
Make my dream come true... ...

Give up ??? Continue ???

Until nw ka reach home after 4hour d chem tuition ~
4hour tuition, still steam steam &blur blur ...

Suddenly i got a evil minded " GIVE UP my STPM, go 2 play happily now " !!!
I told my friends about it ....
All scold me badly, All said me CRAZY ~
If i continue study, i really ka CRAZY ~

我真的好没用。。。真想放声大哭！！！
但我知道。。。哭了之后，我还是一个烂人~
超级没有用的懒虫 ！！！

A friend suddenly sms me said " Since u work hard so long time, now just leave less than 1month, why not continue the last steps?? "
～不是路已走到了尽头，而是该转弯了～

Ya, agree ~
My journey full of obstruction & hindrance...
Since i choose this road, I should continue my journey until last minit ....
Because i din allow to return 2 origin road & no chance to choose a new road anymore !!!

As what my mun alway tell us ....
U all are the master to choose own future road, not the road choose ur life !!!
Ur own future determined byself, nobody will help u choose road / walk along the road together !!!

" DONT STOP, NEVER GIVE UP "
As what i alway tell myself ~
GAMBATEH !!!!

T-T DIED T-T

Luckily, I still pass my bio ~ but just 40++ nia ....
But my chem leh....haha ^0^
Sim said "All ppl SURE DIED in chem paper2 ,so must scored in paper1 to SAVE LIFE. In MCQ, u just allow wrong 10 out of 50 questions !!! If not, u cant score A anymore in CHE "

Me....trial exam......19 out of 50 !!!!
Clever or not ????
Erm....but not WRONG 19, is CORRECT 19 only ~
It mean i WRONG 31 out of 50 questions .....
Cham.....Wrong 19 already very x100 teruk~
Now just correct 19.....izit DIED????

Hw i sitting on STPM 08 che paper ????
Except be a bio sains stream student....i really duno wan be wat liao???
I DUNO eco, ak, PP.....I HATE it ~

~ Very Very accurate ~

直觉性强，感情细腻的天蝎座，
就算喜欢上一个人，也不会明显的展露出来，
是标准外冷内热的休眠火山，
属于自我压制型的性格；天蝎喜欢带点戏剧、悲剧性的感情，
追求轰轰烈烈、刻骨铭心的爱，太过于简单、平凡反而不是他所想要的。


当天蝎有目标时，会躲在阴暗的角落偷偷观察对方，
有口是心非的倾向，
有时候喜欢对方，却会表现完全不在意,
甚至可能会有故意讨厌、恶整对方的情形发生，
这都因为天蝎自我保护太重，
若真正讨厌的人，天蝎座根本不屑去理睬对方。


天蝎对感情的注重，以致于即使喜欢上一个人，
也不会马上行动，常喜欢以强烈的互动去塑造彼此间的关系，
不管是喜欢或敌对的方式，
所以有时会让人完全弄不清楚天蝎座到底情归何处，
当事情明朗后，才会让人有一种原来如此的感觉。

Ya, Very very accurate 4 me ~
Many things no alway exactly what u all guys thought~

~ Admire ~

I start admired them ~
They are GENIUS....so EXCELLENT & GREAT... ...
Can i being 1 of them???
30++ days for STPM !!!
Gambateh ~

~ Trial Result ~

My trial result....1word " GENG " !!!!
I start admire about myself " cleverness" !!!
I just do 6question of math paper2 out of 12 question!! Luckly i still can scored 56mark!!!
I need put more effort on my math paper1.....
My math " 1+1= 0 " & " 4+2= 2" ....haha ^0^
Clever leh.....I also feel myself " over clever ", no wander ah koay also " praise " me!!!

My bio more GENG GENG GENG !!! Pn.Tan just finish marked essay part !!!
I got 14/60......
Whole paper2, 33/100 converted to 60% is 19++ mark nia!!! Hw 2 pass??
Next mon d Bio paper1, 40 % ......can i scored full 50/50 MCQ???
Haiz....
Bio, a tough paper !!!! Even u write 10page of answer ,but out of question required / not in skema, all 0%
Chem leh.....no dare 2 ask Pn.Ang yet ~
PA paper1 ......37/60 MCQ !!! Teruk loh, wrong 23 question ~
In STPM, if PA paper1 wrong more than 10 question, u no need hope that u can scored A in PA paper liao T-T

I am DUNGU & LAME person T-T

Finally, i decided published my private blog 2 all reader because i lazy open 1 by1 to all readers...

I alway say you are a dungu & lame person...
Surrounding of my friends also like that saying you !!!
They tell me " he is a dungu & lame person, no need waste time care about him!!! "
Since b4 until now, i also repeated telling myself " Ya, he is a dungu & lame person. All things none my business, i no need care about him too much...."

Until now, i just realize actually u not a dungu & lame person !!!
sometime, u more clever than me ~
I am typically a dungu & lame person compare you...
My weakness as much as you....( mayb more than you)
I alway ask u improve ur weakness & dont repeat it next time....
But, how many weakness that i already improve leh????

Somemore, about ur weakness, i just simply say only....
Actually, mayb u r a perfect person. Do not have that weakness too !!!
I am DUNGU & LAME person ......T-T

值得你珍惜的五种人

世界上有一种人，和你在一起的时候，总是千万次嘱咐你多穿件衣服，和注意安全，你觉得很烦，很唠叨；缺钱的时候，他总会说一些赚钱不容易之类的话来训你，你希望早日能摆脱他们的束缚。这种人叫做父母

世界上有一种人，和你在一起的时候，偶尔会和你打架，偶尔会和你斗嘴，有时坏到向父母打你小报告，但是当有人欺负你时，总是第一个冲出来告诉我“谁欺负你了？我替你去教训他。”你们之间有亲密的关系，这种人叫做手足

世界上有一种人，知道你一些不为人知的小秘密，考试时帮你作弊；犯错误时会帮你找各种理由；当你暗恋一个人时，也会帮你传话；当你有委屈时会找他诉说，几乎都是有了麻烦才去找他。你不禁这样感叹：生命中出现了这么一个好人真好，也许你们在一起的日子比情人还长。这种人叫做朋友

世界上有一种人，不见面时会一直惦念他，见面时却脸红心跳一句话也说不口；偶尔也会因一点小事争吵的不可开交；但他总能轻易的抓住你的心，让你无法忘怀，也能让你胡思乱想睡不好觉；有时还会为他的事而茶不思饭不响的为他快乐和伤心，但你仍然甘之入始，因为你爱他，他是你最甜蜜的负荷。这种人叫做情人。

世界上有一种人，总在父母的保护下成长；在手足的关系中定位自己；在情人的呵护中找到真爱；在朋友的关心中得到温暖。你知道这些人经过了你的生命，也丰富了你的一生，但你还是要一个人面对生活 。这种人叫做自己

感谢父母，给予我们生命；感谢手足，伴我们成长，让我们体会到亲情的可贵；感谢朋友，总在困难时给我们力量，有时又如同镜子总能指出我们的缺点；感谢情人，是他们让我们知道什么爱与被爱，从中去追求自己的幸福；感谢自己，25岁以前的索要，25岁以后学会的回报……

# 普通朋友の界线 #

我知道有时我の言语举止超出了一般普通朋友の界线
我常对你问了一些奇奇怪怪，莫名奇妙のquestion
我也常对你说了一些无聊又白痴の话。。。
我也发现有时我の举止已超出一般普通朋友会做的事

不知幸@不幸，你很dungu，不会察言观色，没发现这一切。。。
也幸好你没察觉这一切。。。haha ^0^

看来，我常说你 dungu ，你却dungu得很可爱，很对！！！
Continue your dungu ~

~ I Am WRONG....Stupid MBS ~

2day, after sim tuition, i went farlim pizza hut with my friend !!!
Farlim pizza hut more nice than prangin mall d....
The service in that place more good than prangin too ~

After chat with my friend, i very very regret that i never transfer to clhs!!!
B4, i decided stay at MBS bcoz i though i can score high mark in KK part ~
Coz at MBS, at least i can holding some post in KK...
Until nw, i just realize i am WRONG
Fri, i &Pn. Ang went 2 found Arif !!
But at the end, the stupid Arif shoot me &Pn .Ang badly!!
He said " NIE &Relay 4 life just consider at negeri, if like tat oso consider in Kebangsaan, mean everyone also can score A in KK easily !! Then if JPA ask me, hw i need 2 answer them??? "
But NIE & RElay 4 life really consider in Kebangsaan ma!! B4 in CDK, we oso consider on that ma!!
I am WRONG !! I 4got nw i stay at Stupid MBS, not CDK .....
Then my friend at CLHS....
Although just a active member, never join many many event !! But finally also can score 84 % in KK !! My friend told me some ppl in CLHS can score until 100% coz they over active,holding many high post & join many event !!!

Turn back 2 MBS, sy also join many clubs too!! She also very active &holding many high post in all clubs ,but she also blame that cannot ever score A in KK also~
Then me, just holding some lousy post, not very active compare other....then my KK mark also ....Haiz T-T
" The 10 percent is calculated by adding the marks from the top two categories with the highest marks out of four categories which are club or society (kelab atau persatuan), sport (sukan dan permainan), uniform body (badan beruniform) and national service (khidmat negara) and then divide the total marks by 2."
I saw it in http://www.malaysia-students.com/ !!! NS also consider it meh??? Then i ma can add my NS mark loh.....haha !!! But they said NS just 60% nia ...haiz T-T

Until now i just realize why MBS cannot provide good student in academy / KK !!!
Trial exam also late than others.....everythings also lousy than others !!!
Even my friends in heng ee, i also feel them more lucky than us ~
STUPID MBS ....

T-T Nevermind T-T

Wat hapen on me nwadays??
Exam, should be study !!!
For me, sitting at there study whole day too, but with a empty mind only~
I cannot concentrated on my studies at all...
Bio ....Chem .... Math ~
1 word 2 describe " DIED "
I know, myself choosing to be a sains stream bio student to achieve my ambition & become a XXX!!!
But now.... ....wat my mind worry on??? About YYY or ZZZ ???

" cant finish study, nvm loh!! Duno hw 2 do question ar,nvm loh!! Fail ar, nvm loh!!! "
Everythings 4 me also " nvm " !!!
12 question of Math paper2, i also never finish half of that too ~
All my friends scold on me~
I also force myself take out the book & study, but my mind already fly away !!!
Sorry~
I will try my best to perform my best~

@ Who Are You @

I really wan ask " Who r u ??? "
R u a devil???
How come you can control my mind &mood???
How come i will so care about u???
How come i will mind wat u do & wat u say ???
Why i will curious on ur things???
Why i din curious other people things???
Actually all things none my business.....But i still.....?????
I think ......heart problem!!!
Ya, sure like that !!!
If not, i no any reason 2 explain it at all~

You sure r a devil !!!
If not, why u have so strong influence over me???
U this devil, please go away from me~
I do not wan under ur influence anymore...
Please return my happiness 2 me...
I do not wan any sadness from u..... please!!!!

If time can return, i hope u never appear in my life!!!
Like tat, i will get back my happiness, no more sadness on me~
But now.....u already appear in my life !!!
How can i away from u tis devil???
Although I tell myself again & again, try my best many times .....away from u !!!
But i cant really make it~
Sorry~
Time.....I believe on time !!!
Please give me some time, this time i will really really try my best make it !!!

T-T Study = Fail T-T

Study = no fail-----(1)
No Study = fail-----(2)

(1)+(2)
Study + No Study = no fail + fail

Factorise:
Study (1+ no)= fail (1+no)

Hence, Study = fail T-T

Are you agree on this math question???
For me, I still will study ~
Of course no need am pian,,,,,we can play & pian 2gether ^0^
Just as what SY mention b4 " Try ur best, dont let urself got any chance regret in future "
2ml, school reopen & Trial coming soon ~
Friends, try ur best.....
YOU ARE THE BEST !!!!

@-@ Happy Birthday @-@

Tonight, We celebrate yf 's birthday at " 火锅之家 "
Only 7 persons can attend....because some sick /vege, haiz T-T
Only me, wm, piju, ah ma, suling ,hyuen.....of course birthday girl lar---yf!!!

Food ar.....ok loh!!!
But the environment very very hot.....
Conclusion, We have a happy & nice night~

Happy Birthday 2 U ~ YF

^..^ Photoshoot ^..^

All nice photoshoot are taken by my best friend---min!!!
Sharing it with everyone~

~ Sweet Dream ~

Last9, i have a sweet dream... ...
Many person said " Dream totally different with actual world !!! "
Do u agree on it?? I agree on it ~

No matter my dream how sweet, bring how many happiness 2 me, i know.....it just a dream, a sweet dream which 4ever wont come true in actual world ~

Although it just a sweet dream, i also feel happy & enough... ...
At least i can make it come true in my dream... ...
I hope i never wake up from my sweet dream~
But i cant make it....because i still need alive in this actual cruel world!!!

Seminar Gamma

Seminar Tanjung, rm50 ( non tanjung student); rm40 ( tanjung student)
Seminar Gamma, free of charge... ...

2day ,Pa tuition!!!
My friend ask me " which1 u feel more better?? Seminar Tanjung @ Seminar Gamma??? "
In my heart, i really feel Gamma more better!! If not, i also wont choose tuition PA at Gamma rather than Tanjung lar!!
Actually both also got own good too~
Tanjung more focus on Essay while Gamma more focus on Graph~

But, i tell a lie 2 my friend!!!
I said " of course is Seminar Tanjung lar,rm5o leh,haha ^0^ !! "
Maybe i too bad 2 tell a lie or he too clever.....he knew it & laugh on me!!
He blame me waste $ go 2 the useless Seminar Tanjung !!
No only sit too far from stage, somemore cant hear/catch any main point at all !!!
Yala,that day the seminar too many person, i sit very very far... ....
Who ask I am non tanjung student...T-T
But he still wan borrow Seminar Tanjung notes from me ~
Too bad....T-T
I waste $, but he can get free notes......unfair!!!!

2day, 1st time i feel anxiety when doing graph .... ....

I cant finish it on limited time~

Somemore, when time up, i just realize that all i doing wrong!!!

After hearing teacher's advice, i more anxious it.... ....


Haiz.....Trial coming soon!! STPM somemore~

How come i so so so so so lame~

Who can teach me Chem, Bio & Math??????

I so regret why b4 i skip so many lesson, put so many aeroplane on tuition!!!!

^o^ Seminar PA 08 ^o^

Early of morning,i went 2 " Seminar PA Tanjung 2008 " at Cititel Hotel!!
Same ballroom as MBS prom9 08'... ...
Although i not tanjung student, i still went the seminar with friends ~
Michael Ng who is a fun & good lecturer.....teaching some essay skill 4 us ~

Tanjung lesson & teachers totally different with Gamma d...
Tanjung more focus on PartA & B of Paper2 PA while Gamma more focus on Part C & D....
I feel glad 2 attend the seminar because can learn many extra skills 4 answering Part A & B!!!
I also feel happy 2 meet many NS friends who come from jit sin & chung ling butterworth....
miss them so much ,haha ^o^

Y.Bhg. Dato' Lawrence Chan Kum Peng ( DPMP, DG, LFIBA, CSP, FIMM, MMIM, MMID,Dip.E.E.) presentated a Motivational STPM Talk " BE READY, WILLING AND ABLE SUCCEED "

As STPM student, we have given more than 13 year of our lives to educate ourselves from primary, secondary to pre-U levels. We must strongly believe in ourselves and our abilities to overcome successfully our STPM---BIG challenge. Achieveving the best results in our examination will help us to get into our preferred choice of University and fulfill our career ambitions. We need to adopt the right approach to be ready, willing and able to succeed effectively... ...

THREE APPROACHES TO SUCCEED:

1) BE READY TO SUCCEED

2) BE WILLING TO SUCCEED

3) BE ABLE TO SUCCEED


" 2HS...Y " Method ( with action )

1. H-ealth

2. H-appiness

3. S-uccess

4. Oh...Yes !!!

天堂 vs 地狱

你知道天堂和地狱的差别吗？？？

人家说“ 人间隔离着在天上的天堂和地下的地狱“

其实我觉得天堂和地狱差不多。。。

它们没被任何空间隔离着，反而它们之间很近，近到好像眼睛和眼睫毛之间的距离一样！！！

不同的是，“心”区分了天堂里的天使和地狱里的恶魔。。。

在我心里，你是天使OR恶魔？？？

你的一個笑容一句话　你的一舉一動都影響了我的悲傷喜悅！！

我们看似很近，但心的距离却很远很远。。。

我们的距离有那么多 时空挑战着执著。。。

就算天使再好，也会有成为恶魔的一天！！！

就算恶魔再坏，是否有想变为天使的一天？？？

~ 傻瓜，我们都一样 ~

你说不想口是心非，想说实话， 但你还是口是心非了，对吗？？？
你还放不下，还喜欢他，
却还要装不在意，装已放弃他
其实你只是在伪装而已，不是吗？？？

你真的只当他是兄弟而已吗？？？
你有真的喜欢现在的距离吗？？？
你的小小世界
藏着多少眼泪
他看见吗？？？
他感觉到吗？？

但我了解你的感受！！！
因为“傻瓜，我们都一样”！！
总是坚持着。。。

心想休息
但又舍不得。。。
心想放弃
但又办不到。。。

毕竟用尽了力气也未必如愿
对自己 你应该要诚实了一点
爱的对与错 爱的风雨火 没有人能告诉你

快乐是你的　不是他给的
你要的 你应该要懂得
选择是你的　不是他给的
幸福要自己负责！！！

我。。。也太傻，是个失败者，最后被爱惩罚
也没什么资格再给你任何意见。。。

^o^ Tan Wat Wat ^o^

Since Suhana call me " Tan Wat Wat ", Lee Siao Siao ( sy) like 2 using this name perli me.

All is suhana's fault,starting give me such name... ...

Coz i alway talk with them at class,din pay attention on PA lesson~

Even i din talk,i also stream & blur blur during lesson~

Everytime suhana ask me question.i just reply " wat?? wat thing?? wat question ?? "

Actually i alway busy doing other hwork during PA lesson!! haha,clearly say is copy other person's hwork!! ^0^ Although suhana stand in front of me teaching ,who care it!! Because basic on theory, ppl's eye alway look in front,seldom look on down d~ So,this is good reason why i like sit in front of teacher!! Because when u sit at back,teacher can clearly notice wat u r doing !!


2day, during bio period at bio lab ,Pn Tan tell us 1thing !

" Since chem easy than bio,so put more effort on bio loh! But math more tough than bio, no matter u study how hard also diffcult 2 score good result ,so also put more effort on bio coz it more easy score than math ! "

" U all wan be a doctor or a dog, just depend on this few month only "

Swt.....final conclusion just ask us put more effort on bio loh!!

How come all teacher also like that d~

Pn.Ang call us concentrate on chem !!

Ah koay call us do more math....

Teachers ar~ we just got 24hour!!

8 for sleep,8 for scl hour,3 for tuition, 3 for on9+ blogging +tv, 2 for family & friends ( important 4 improving social skills ,hehe ).....where got extra time????

Math T really is a tough paper !!

Gan say : " Math T paper 1 like SPM add.math 4 F6 students,sub sub water & very easily 2 score only "

" Because it combine with Math S paper 1, so must drop down standard 4 art stream students "

" but Math T paper 2 >>>>special 4 u ( sains stream stusents ) "

" All will become future doctors, engineers ,medic students ,so paper 2 sure must be tough enough 2 kill some students! If not, no enough places 4 u all doctors...... "!!!

Now really must work hard on scl trial & STPM!!

But i still will on9 blogging everyday~

Because this just 1 of the ways 4 me 2 relax from pressure ~

# Me@ninGfuL PhoToS #

~ New Blog ~

2day, i do a new blog!!
http://pingky8181.blogspot.com/ (♪♫ PinGkY の DiaRy ღღ )

This is a new & private blog!!
Just open 4 certain readers~
If anyone wan view it,please come 2 infrom me....
So that i just open it & specail 4 u ~

Then inside the blog is........haha ^0^
Already named as diary liao,so......hehe ^0^
Now,busy preparing 4 scl trial,no time updated it yet, haiz!!!

Somemore,thank 4 1friend that teaching me do a new blog~
Thank 4 u teaching me so many things~
Aligato ^0^

Just now mention about scl trial.....
So geram with the stupid HM....
Now many scl such as CLHS,heng ee,St.xavier... all already finish scl trial & start doing reversion!!
How come MBS so special,need whole month 4 trial exam???
Izit attendance important than academy result????
Can u make sure all person who present everyday can score excellent result in STPM???
or the person who alway absent cannot have flying colout in STPM???

Fri,we gave a new trial exam timetable who set up by ah koay~
we a bit blame on " cleverness " of ah koay. He can arrange 5subj ( +stupid muet) in nearly 1month......
But not ah koay's fault,he just follow HM's order !!

Ah koay also gave us the statistic pass year showing that MBS STPM result no depend on attendance!!! Many ppl who score good result in STPM also absent many many days!! Since HM using tis method ( trial whole month until nearly STPM),all results drop dramatically~~

Swt.....so so regret stay at MBS!!! If b4 ,i follow her change 2 clhs,now no need suffer at here anymore~~~
4 me,i seldom absent except sick~
But now...start planning 2 absent,hehe ^0^!!!

From sat d chem lesson,i learn 1thing from sim about flexible & resilient rubbber ~
we must be a resilient person~
No matter facing any difficult in life, try 2 soving it~
If really cant, just return to normal & origin life style~
then restart a new &colourful life~
swt.....every week 4hour d lesson ( sometime 5hour ),until 2day ka realized that from chem also can learn so many theory of life!! Haiz ,i alway asleep in lesson.....if i more alert,mayb can learn more things ko~

~爱得太傻~

歌词：李宇春—爱得太傻

紧张你的是我
为你失眠的是我
每个夜里陪你回家的人
永远不是我

夜空灿烂的烟火
一瞬间的挥霍
最后伴着心中的落寞
慢慢的坠落

我们的距离有那么多
时空挑战着执著
你的幸福平静美丽的生活
我不敢去打破

天使也笑我爱你爱得太傻
最后被爱惩罚
古堡里爱情的神话
荒谬的像笑话
天使也笑我爱你爱得太傻
傻得还是放不下
每时每刻每分每秒的牵挂
躲在爱情的角落渐渐升华

在此刻没结果
我到底还在奢望什么
爱的对与错爱的风雨火
有谁来告诉我

~ Special Moon Cake Festival ~

Happy Moon Cake Festival 2 everyone ~

This year moon cake festival,no more lantern can play ~

Haiz T-T. 2day, after math tuition,go queenbay mall with mum,sis & her bf 2 celebrate her 22th d birthday!! Actually tues ka is her's birthday,juz celebrate early~

Next week,turn my dad's birthday!! Yeah... ...!! So good if people remember own birthday & celebrate 2gether happily!! But nobody remember my birthday last year!! Juz few best friends remember it & wishing me! Mayb that time is last day 4 mid year exam(math),everyone busy sitting exam & feel pressure on math test,nobody got extra time bother me!! Even my classmate also 4got it~ T-T !! I think tis year more cham....my birthday & STPM juz a cornear~

At that time,i also absent,no more go school!!

After booking tiket,we go game part!! Suddenly i saw my litter sis skating at there!! OMG,she juz form1,cheating my mum that go queenbay mall shopping with friends every sun,but nw she skating at there!! My mum din allow her skating b4 ! Last time, she 1st time skating until both legs full of wound ~ Now she look like very expert on it!! Of course lar,every sun also skating with friends at there,sure become expert d...haha!!

We go 2 watch movie " $ no enough II " !! It really a fun & touching movie!! I seldom watch a movie until whole eyes become red & fully tear!! Luckly nobody saw it...ahbo paisek loh,hehe!! It is a good movie & teaching so many moral values !!! We must appreciate everyone especially ur parents coz they sacrifies many things such as $,time,energy 4 children without hoping any feedback from their children!! They juz hope their children can grow & live happily!!

After that,we having a dinner at pizza hut!! Then went back around 8pm++!! Have a nice day~

^o^ Shinning Friend ^o^

A little faith brightens are rainy day

Life is difficult u can go away

Don't hide yourselvies in a corner

You have my place to stay

Sorrow is gonna say goodbye

Opens up u see the happy sunshine

Keep going on with your dream

Chasing tomorrow sunrise

The spirit can never die

Sun will shine my friend

Won't let you cry my dear

Seeing you 'll share the tear

Make my world disappear

You never be alone in darkness

See my smile my friend

We are with you holding hands

You have god to believe

You are my destiny

We meant to be your friends

That's what a friendship be

~ Special 4 U ~

Specific 4 you.....my 4ever best friend!!

第一次见面看你不太顺眼,

谁知道后来关系那么密切.

我们一个像夏天一个像秋天,

却总能把冬天变成了春天.

你拖我离开一场爱的风雪,

我背你逃出一次梦的断裂.

遇见一个人 然后生命全改变,

原来不是恋爱才有的情节.

如果不是你 我不会相信,

朋友比情人还死心塌地.

就算我忙恋爱 把你冷冻结冰,

你也不会恨我 只是骂我几句.

如果不是你 我不会确定,

朋友比情人更懂得倾听.

你了解我所有得意的东西,

才常泼我冷水怕我忘形.

你知道我所有丢脸的事情,

却为我的美好形象保密.

最近我少了连络 不是把你忘了!

约好要出去走走 喜怒哀乐都搅和!

给你的秘密太多 想听就伸出手

一起打勾勾 我们的约定不会错!

要永远作你唯一坏心情的垃圾桶

开开心心的过生活

你心里很难过 我都能懂

要做你的开心果~

As time goes on, we are gradually stepping into another stage of our life.

Although time may have passed by in a blinked eye,but there's a lot of sweet memories between out friendship.

May our memories will alway remain in out mind.

Friendship 4ever ~

Edit 范玮琪's song lyrics

~ 1st blog ~

2day ,1st day blogging at here~

Finally,my friendster blog transfer to here!!
I like blogging at here~

STPM coming soon....no more time on9 & blogging!!
Haiz,somemore haven finish my studies T-T

cham~ No mood on revision!!
All my friends scold me too lazy !!!
sorry~

DONT STOP,NEVER GIVE UP UNTIL LAST MINUTE!!!! ^0^
I will remember it !!!!

Friends,all the best~~~
Good luck in exam....Gambate!!!! ^@^

~ Friend.....Take care in HEAVEN ~

HanXiang, nice to meet someone like u although it only few month!
He was a capable, humbleness, soft spoken, responsible,kind,gentle and well behave guy !!
Same week,we having AGM. We even elected him to become the Vice President of RC & high post in Sains & Math Club~

I just remember at fri, i discuss with him about senior farewell of Sains&Math at school!
Bcoz that day i rush of time,so i tell him everything just postponed to mon !
But at sat, he is gone... just one snap of a finger.
He died of the hit-and-run accident occurred some where near botanical garden approximately 2am.

At mon,B4 assembly, my friend inform me about it!
At that time,i so shock & sad ! i cant accept it~
During assembly,i try to control my tear~
But my heart seemed torn apart.... ! !!
All of his friends are extremely angry and sad especially his gf.
That night, they just went to bon odori happily, but now......

they did not have the chance to even see him alive for the last time.
It was too late.
HX was not even given by a chance to look at his family members before his last breath.

According to the sources, he was knocked down by a 'Proton Waja'- the driver was DRUNK. Everyone knew it was an ACCIDENT, which mean, that driver did not do it on purpose. and one thing i do not understand is that, why didn't the brainless driver stop to help him????

Why was the driver acted so cruelly by living him, a very serious casualty alone? 
I know that driver might be shocked at that moment, but the one the driver knocked onto was a HUMAN...a life.... It will be totally ridiculous if the driver said he was drunk at the time... come on!! 

He still able to grab on the steering and drive!
I am very sure the driver 100% knew that he had hit a motorcyclist.
Imagine the impact, which made my friend, han xiang flew and rammed into the tree.

 He was lying motionless, with head and leg injuries, waiting for people to rescue him.
No one did!!! and when help was arrive, it was too late.
Help only arrived at around 7am in the morning by a passer-by.
You all should put ourself in his shoes, at that hours...waiting for someone to help him..but no one came..... pain was agonizing, blood oozing out non-stop, difficulty in breathing, cold.....coughing...... all he could do was, to pray...pray that help will soon arrive....but.....He could have been safe if the driver was SYMPATHETIC enough to stop his car and send him to the hospital. I cannot bear this any longer... i cant tolerate by watching all the innocent lives taken away one by one because of the IRRESPONSIBLE drivers actions.

HX.....take care in Heaven!
I think ur all friends,family members also hope u can happy-go –lucky in heaven

30条蝎子座的特点绝对经典！！！

不知道你们准不准。反正30条我全对的上。。。。本来不信这个的，大吃一惊。。看来不信不行。。

一、天蝎不喜欢浮华的爱情，只想平淡地爱，但要刻骨铭心。

二、天蝎有时的想法很极端，比如和恋人正好好的，他/她还会想：假如有一天要是分手了，对方也会很后悔，因为自己给对方的爱是别人代替不了的。

三、天蝎不喜欢争吵，大多数情况下会用沉默来代替内心的不良情绪。但若遇到十分气恼的情况，他/她会发威，结果是口不择言，不用费劲地说世界上最恶毒的语言说出来给对方听，中伤对方。心里却在想：你不要以为是我脾气好，你就可以任意摆布我，挑衅我的脾气。等天蝎都说完了，心里的气非但没消，反而更大了，这一点可能大多数人都觉得想不通。恋人可能会被骂得狗血喷头，但过不了两天，天蝎自己会主动反省，为自己的言语感到失态和后悔。

四、天蝎喜欢钻牛角尖，同一件事情发生后，到天蝎这里就被他们多想了三圈，而那些冒出来的想法大都是胡思乱想的结果，最终天蝎自己还会反问：为什么会是这样呢？其实他们所想的事根本就没发生。嘻嘻，有点古怪哦！

五、天蝎怕孤独，对于感情也十分敏感，对方的一个小小的动作或眼神，他们都会看在眼里记在心里，接下来的事情就是天蝎开始猜想对方的心思了，猜来猜去，是为了让对方感觉到自己的用心良苦和自己对恋人深刻的爱。

六、天蝎座的人有一点刘若英为爱痴狂里的那种人的特点，对待爱情是傻傻的，直直的。还会有个很可笑的想法：认为自己能给对方最好的爱最多的爱，对方很幸运；同时对方也会是世界上最幸福的那个人，对方应该会很满足。别的人应该会很羡慕自己的恋人，能得到这么好的爱，吼吼！
总之，如果你爱天蝎的话，他/她表面的所作所为只是为了证明他/她是多么地爱你。珍惜天蝎的爱吧，因为他们是很认真的在爱着你。

七、天蝎的他/她很希望能和对方有默契，达到共识。于是便会做一些近乎讨好对方的事情，但这并不能算是卑微，哪怕最后只得来对方一个甜甜的笑，对于他们来说，就是一种莫大的满足和成就。

八、天蝎平常的脾气是典型的外冷内热，但能被他们热到的人并不多，越是天蝎表面对你很热情的话，那大都能证明一点，他/她对你没有太大的兴趣。反之，表面上对你带搭不理，其实内心已经在向你靠近了，当然也不是每次都是这样，这就要看你的眼力了。说不定天蝎烦你烦得要死，连那份表面的热情也赖得装给你看，呵呵

九、不得不讲的是，天蝎座的人有时有些神精质，自愚的能力也挺强。从他们嘴里可以不太困难地听到一些奇怪的话，他们不以为然，也不会理会恋人听到这些话之后的反应。

十、有人说，天蝎爱起来就像火山爆发，恨起来就像冰山一角。这个还是有些道理的，天蝎的爱有时会让对方受宠若惊，甚至有些防不胜防的感觉，比如某天突然出现在你面前对你说：我是来找你的，咱们一起吃晚餐吧？之类。对方大都还以为他们又受了什么刺激，忐忑不安地跟他们去吃一顿好似霸王餐的饭；但冷起来，又会很生硬地对待你。

十一、天蝎很少会对人说：求这个字。因为他们觉得求人不好，好像会影响自己的形象，所以宁可这件事不做了，也不会轻易开口向别人求助，他们只是不想欠别人的。

十二、天蝎有些自我折磨的倾向，一旦失恋之后，便会多日走不出失恋的阴影。内心渴望着对方能回心转意，当然是在对方先提出分手的情况下，虽然如此，倘若真的对方有所回头，天蝎又会因为那骨子里天生的冷酷而断然拒绝对方。很矛盾吧？

十三、天蝎在一些事情上是有预感的，即使有些事恋人没有如实地讲出来，天蝎的他/她却早已了解实情，但却不会当面揭穿恋人，内心还会有些得意，认为对方的小伎俩小想法早已尽在自己的掌握之中。

十四、天蝎在和恋人在一起时，就会变得很傻，傻到好像世界是静止的一样，他/她可能不会考虑任何现实中会发生的事情，以及周围人对他们的看法。彷拂天蝎一和恋人见面，便会钻进一个不透明的盒子里，傻傻的，还算是傻得可爱吧。

十五、当天蝎和自己的恋人闹别扭时，开始的时候他们会很坚决，大有一种决不首先向对方妥协的势气。这一点对于已经熟悉他们的恋人来说，早已习以为常了。聪明的另一半都会等着天蝎自己把气儿消了，便会主动送上门来，呵呵！（作为天蝎也够惨的）可是莫名其妙地即使是对方做的不对，时间一久，天蝎就开始想对方的好了，什么对方的体贴啦，关心啦，温柔啦……等。于是自己主动找上门和恋人和好如初就像什么都没有发生过。虽然蝎子的内心是有些气的，但一见到恋人就又“傻”过去了


十六、还有一种比较夸张的情况，天蝎是有些极端的。如果恋人的做法实在让天蝎承受不了，蝎子就会把那个人以前的“罪行”全部翻出来，不需要经过太久的思考，就会做出一个很吓人的决定：分手！一旦他们开始这么想，是谁都拉不住的，越想越觉得要赶快实施这一决定，给对方颜色看看自己是不怕分手的！其实，日后天蝎们回想起也会觉得自己并不是真的，那么坚定地要和恋人分开，晕啊~~
这就是我所了解的天蝎，自我矛盾加自我折磨的天蝎。

十七、天蝎女生表面坚强，嘴巴硬，说话狠。其实内心很容易受到伤害。当自己的恋人做了让她们很难过的事，她们不到一定时候是决不会主动跟恋人说起的，只是心里默默地难过，感觉自己像个受伤的，却勇敢站在人群中的雕像一样，漠然地看着身边那些恋人们的甜蜜欢笑。这时的天蝎说话比平常少得多，周围的人都会以为是不是天蝎又被人惹怒了，所以都躲得远远的怕引火上身，其实她只是受伤了，没有心情再像平时那样和周围的人谈笑风声而已。

十八、当发现周围的人都躲着天蝎的时候，天蝎们也觉得很好笑，为什么大家会离自己远远的。其实说白了，是天蝎的脾气不好，可能有的人还会认为天蝎是个怪人，有点喜怒无常的感觉，这一点虽然不及巨蟹那么明显。蝎子心里倒会想的是，这样也挺好的，省掉了和身边
的人应付的话语，只是孤独多了一些。

十九、天蝎的同性朋友并不是很多，因为他们对朋友的定义好像有点严格了，那种酒肉朋友他们是决不看在眼里的，就算表面上和你有说有笑，内心却厌恶得要死。他们当然能很清楚地知道自己需要什么样的人来做朋友，只有那些有信誉够义气很少玩嘴的人，才会让天蝎放下心来和他们做交心的朋友。顺便说一句：天蝎对自己的朋友是很好的，自己吃一些亏也无所谓，只要朋友能在他们需要的时候陪他们聊聊就足够。对于朋友的一些事情，他们也会当做是自己的事情一样，热心去帮助对方。如果你身边有一个天蝎的好朋友的话，应该是比较幸福的哦！

二十、再说说天蝎的异性朋友吧，在没有正式的男友或女友之前，天蝎的异性朋友还是不少的。因为他们觉得那是一种象征，象征自己是惹人喜爱的，哈哈。这句话有点儿过头！至于要不要发展成为男/女友，他们倒是几乎每个人都想过，不是花心，而是天蝎天生爱瞎想，想像一下和某某人如果在一起会怎样对于他们来说是件很有趣的事，但只是想像，很少会主动行动。天蝎的异性朋友也喜欢和他们在一起，因为这样的朋友之间男女的性别界限并不是很明显，他们可以在一起像好弟兄一样。

二十一、一旦天蝎有了男/女友，原本很好的异性朋友关系就变了。天蝎会很有分寸地和他们来往，决不轻易越限。相反，如果天蝎的异性朋友有了他们的男/女友，天蝎一样会保持距离的和好友们来往。甚至有时还会有点伤心，觉得自己的异性朋友有男/女友了，自己便少了个
很好的“弟兄”。虽然如此，天蝎们却很真诚地希望朋友能得到自己的幸福。

二十二、其实天蝎只是很专情， 不许对方骗他们感情而已。天蝎把自己对恋人的感情看得很重的。一旦投入便是全心付出，深深爱着。

二十三、不知道是不是天蝎座的人有些极端，但身边的几只蝎子大都有不信邪的勇气，比如对于一个大家都公认的不怎么好的一个人，只要天蝎看上了，甚至有时是盲目地看上了，便会毫不怀疑地认定自己可以改变他/她。把他/她变得更好，恋人之所以不被大家认可是因为自己没有出现在恋人身边进行支持。结果……天蝎们败下阵来，发现这个人原来是如此不可改变，即使自己已经用完了浑身解术也不能让恋人有所改变的话，那么，天蝎要撤退了！恋人如果不是一个很敏感的人，可能会觉得为什么蝎蝎突然对自己变冷了，其实，由来已久。蝎蝎失望了，对自己“改造”恋人的能力失望了，对恋人毫不感悟的表现失望了。

二十四、好好珍惜蝎蝎吧，他们的爱大多不掺杂质，纯纯的，傻傻的。直到你做了太多太多伤害到他/她，让他/她失望的事情，他们才会不舍地离去。

二十五、看透不说透应该是天蝎另一半的明智之举，但前提是：你一定要看得透！蝎蝎说话做事喜欢拐弯儿，如果蝎蝎的一些做法说法，你并没有理解其用意的话，那么蝎蝎对你可就失望至极了。

二十六、要做好一个天蝎的恋人，还是很不容易滴~~~（因为天蝎对恋人的要求有点儿高）同理，若你已成为了天蝎的恋人，也证明你是非常优秀滴，至少在天蝎的眼里。哈哈！不看不知道，天蝎真奇妙~~

二十七、天蝎骨子里有伤感的成份，所以在遇到像这样的雨天，他们的心里就会“触景生情”，变得很温柔。如果是一个人呆着，也许会发呆想自己以前的恋人或感情，或是思念现在的恋人。若是两个人在一起的话，蝎蝎的柔情可能会表现得比较好。（实话的说，蝎蝎们平时并不是很柔情）

二十八、蝎蝎是喜欢浪漫气氛的，当然有他们自己的方式，比如俩个人静静地抱着看外面的雨滴；打着伞在街上踩水等。这些都是外人觉得很无聊的事情，但在蝎蝎看来是无比美好的。可能因为雨天气压的问题，俩个人在打一把伞的时候说话的声音会比较清晰和动听！如果你爱上了天蝎，那么也许这是个绝好的机会表达爱意哦！嘿嘿。

二十九、蝎蝎的醋意是蛮足的，所以千万不要在这方面故意挑衅他们的忍受力，他们会很恼火的。比如在街上跟蝎蝎讲：某某女生很漂亮……某某男很有男人味很有风度等。蝎蝎会很伤心，为什么你所感觉的这些人中没有他们，然后接下来你说的话他们可能就没心听了，开始自己闷着胡思乱想：难道是自己对恋人还不够好吗？或者恋人根本就不懂得自己对他/她的爱？对自己的爱视而不见？想着想着事情就出来了。蝎蝎可能会突然变得心不在焉，心里觉得恋人真是没心没肺，于是便会莫名其妙地发脾气把恋人吓一跳，更有一些恋人到这时还不明白为什么蝎蝎突然这样？如果别的星座有爱吃醋的人的话，那么蝎蝎能算得上是醋厂了，随时随地可能吃醋，即使是恋人有意的一些玩笑也会让他们难过好久的。所以，请蝎蝎的恋人注意哦，可别闲得无聊就说话让蝎蝎吃醋，时间久了，蝎蝎会伤心至极突然转变的，到那时就什么都晚了。

三十、天蝎有时会口是心非。比如：小时候家人主动要为蝎蝎们买个玩具啊，糖果啊之类的，蝎蝎们明明心里想要，也会嘴上不承认。如果家人明白给他们买了的话，他们会很开心，但如果家人不买了，蝎蝎们又会自己偷偷难过好久。这逻辑是不是很反常啊？天蝎在和恋人一起时也一样会做出一些自己都说不清楚的事来，比如：明明想让恋人陪自己去某某地方，如果是恋人先主动提出要陪自己去的话，却因为出于对恋人的“爱护”，蝎蝎反而会说：不用了我自己去就行。恋人真的不陪蝎蝎了，于是……蝎蝎又开始自怜甚至伤心，为什么自己说不用恋人就真的不陪了？晕啊~~~~超级晕的蝎蝎。这就是蝎子，爱让别人猜心思的蝎子，口是心非！

~懂~

人們的所謂懂究竟是什麼?

人們總愛說:我懂

到底真的懂還是裝懂

常常我覺得懂

你卻讓我覺得不懂

我覺得他不懂

但他卻告訴我他懂

不懂以後我發現我懂

懂了以後他發現他其實不懂

我懂並不代表我會永遠懂

你不懂不代表你會永遠不懂

你究竟懂不懂

請不要不懂裝懂

懂的請不要裝不懂

在你心中有这样的一个人吗？

在你心中有这样的一个人吗？.
你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。.

他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心他， 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。也是可惜，也是遗憾！但还有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . .

朋友

阿拉伯传说中有两个朋友在沙漠中旅行， 在旅途中的某点他们吵架了，一个还给了另外一个一记耳光。
被打的觉得受辱，一言不语，在沙子上写下："今天我的好朋友打了我一巴掌。"他们继续往前走。直到到了沃野，他们就决定停下。
被打巴掌的那位差点淹死，幸好被朋友救起来了。被救起後，他拿了一把小剑在石头上刻了："今天我的好朋友救了我一命。"
一旁好奇的朋友问说：为什麽我打了你以後，你要写在沙子上，而现在要刻在石头上呢？
另个笑笑的回答说：当被一个朋友伤害时 ， 要写在易忘的地方 ， 风会负责抹去它；相反的如果被帮助 ， 我们要把它刻在心里的深处 ， 那里任何风都不能抹灭它。

朋友的相处伤害往往是无心的， 帮助却是真心的，忘记那些无心的伤害；铭记那些对你真心帮助，你会发现这世上你有很多真心的朋友...
俗语说 :你只需要花一分钟注意到一个人；一小时内变成朋友：一天让你爱上他；一但真心爱上 . . .
你却需要花上一生的时间将他遗忘，直至喝下那孟婆汤...

朋友呀！当你看到这里，你是否有一点启示呢？在日常生活中，就算最要好的朋友也会有磨擦，我们也许会因这些磨擦而分开。但每当夜阑人静时，我们望向星空，总会看到过去美好回忆。不知为何，一些锁碎的回忆，却为我寂寞的心灵带来无限的震撼！就是这感觉，令我更明白你对我的重要！在此，我希望你能更珍惜你的朋友。

~ Memories~

Halo,my dear friend!! How are you all now?? Miss me bo??
I just reliese that we din meet each other about 1moreyears leh
since go back from Syruz camp!! Why the time passing so fast.....T-T

Well,if giving me again a chance, I still will go National Service ~Syruz camp in Bukit Mertajam~!!
It is one of the luckiest things ever happened in my life...!!
The all memories in camp Syruz.....will forever kept in my heart....never fade!!

Time go back to the 1st day go NS......
Everyone waited at PISA to register to board the bus to their own destination.
As for me also, up the bus.....go camp syruz!!

The 1st thing i think a dat moment is...sad,T-T ...when i can go home????

Finally reached Syruz around 12pm where i know my dorm number( dorm3).
Around the few day I know my company name which is BRAVO.....
the favourite colour of me ~blue!! Haha ....

Bravo ....all very brave d....!! All gals in bravo ,din got any secret d....right??
Our friendship....although very short...still very close with each other.....!!
We all gals can together do many thing....such as eat,sleep,play,gosip,even sick &bath together....!!
we can pillow talk whole 9 (although next day become panda @ scored by dorm teacher)
We can eat McD at 12am...( NS where go McD ??? Delivered lah...)
We also can swim @ jogging beside lake!!

We also can wear baju kurung together with whole company....no matter what bangsa!!
 the CB class,social work....all leave a lot of experince &memories 4 me.....!!

So funny thing is....when the f6 open scl....I no wan go home!! No wan leave my friend.....my camp...!! Think back 1st day,1st idea arrive camp is "go home nw,as fast as possible".
Finally,i leave my friend & camp....go home leh!! T-T

Nvm lah...we all still keep in touch nw....still can meet each other at 1day d...haha!!
Take care....miss all of my NS friend...!!
Bravo r the best



1st time wear baju kurung~

@柠檬草的味道@

歌词：Jolin Tsai -柠檬草的味道

他们猜我们后来有没有再见
离席了才会晓得怀念

突然我记起你的脸　
那触动依然像昨天
对自己 我终于也诚实了一点

是不是回忆就是淡淡柠檬草
心酸里又有芳香的味道

曾以为你是全世界　
但那天已经好遥远绕一圈　
我才发现我有更远地平线

我们都没错　只是不适合
我要的我现在才懂得
快乐是我的　不是你给的

寂寞要自己负责
毕竟用尽了力气也未必如愿
总是要过去以后才了解

突然我记起你的脸　
爱不爱不过一念之间
绕一圈　今天的我能和昨天面对面
我们都没错　只是不适合

亲爱的　
我当时不懂得
选择是我的　不是你给的
明天自己负责

给昨天的我一个拥抱
曾经她不知如何是好
若我们再见我会微笑

谢谢你　谢谢你
我尝过　爱的好

快乐是我的　不是你给的
寂寞要自己负责
我要的 我现在才懂得

选择是我的　不是你给的
幸福要自己负责
错过的 请你把握