Birthday Celebration Photos *^-^*

Birthday Cake

Make a wish

Sy's handmake birthday card

enjoying ~

kawai

Take a photo b4 leave ~

^o^ Happy Day ^o^

After scl, a gang of siao lala hang out 2 gurney !!!
We having a lunch in pastamania !!!
I eat country cheese baked !!!
Yummy ~

Thank 4 u all ~
2day, i feel so happy !!!
So glad having u all together celebrated birthday ,haha ^0^ !!!
Somemore, thank 4 u all presents ...
I like it so much !!!

Thank 4 the birthday cake ...
When they sing birthday song at there, i so pasiek nia !!!
Somemore, the words on cake & sy's handmake d birthday card .....
eeeeeeeeeeeee........*^-^*
So pasiek !!!
Nw every1 also noe it !!!
Haiz....dont not want hide my face at where next time !!!!
I also duno when they all started call me tis name????
Except " TAN TAN ".....look like they also like gave me many many nick name !!!
I think is ...b4 that i alway mention such word in class !!!
So the nick name come from .....haha ^0^

Although many person cant attend it....
Is ok lar !!!!
Conclusion, 2day is a sweet & memorable day in my f6 life !!!
Especially receive such unexcepted presents from friends !!!
你们的心意，我都了解！！！ 谢谢~
Nw, enjoy my last few hour 4 my 18year old !!!

*-* 梦 vs 残酷 *-*

其实我一早应该领悟这些。。。
只是我一直执迷不悟，用尽心思，想尽办法来安慰自己。。。
告诉自己会有美梦成真的一天 ！！！
如今我才发现，梦就是梦，醒来后还是一场梦 ！！！
残酷的世界里不容许任何的美梦 ！！！

对不起。。。
是你让我做了最后又最坏的决定
心 做选择了 决定了
侧侧底底的放弃 ！！！
这是你的选择。。。
以后不要后悔 ！！！
我也不容许我后悔自己做下的决定 ！！！

我很累很累。。。
我总于可以回到了最初的自己。。。
Just Wanna Be Myself ^0^

~ Rebirth ~

2day,i receieve a funny msgs about " REBIRTH " from friend !!!
Do u believe on it----rebirth ???
If u believe in rebirth, what u want to be in ur next birth ???
What relation u want with others in ur next birth ???

4 me, i wan to be a bryophyta @ osteicthyes !!!
I no wan be a Homo sapien anymore !!!
Being bryophyta & osteicthyes. everyday just having a simple life, no need study ,haha ^0^ !!!
With a short life span & a lot of freedom ~

Relation with others leh ....
I wan be his' eyes !!!
I wan using his' eyes view this whole world !!!
I wan be her's hands !!!
I wan using her's hands to create miracle !!!

But now, i just can be myself !!!
Sitting in coming soon STPM !!!
Stop dreaming & study hard & smart !!!!
Make my dream come true... ...

Give up ??? Continue ???

Until nw ka reach home after 4hour d chem tuition ~
4hour tuition, still steam steam &blur blur ...

Suddenly i got a evil minded " GIVE UP my STPM, go 2 play happily now " !!!
I told my friends about it ....
All scold me badly, All said me CRAZY ~
If i continue study, i really ka CRAZY ~

我真的好没用。。。真想放声大哭！！！
但我知道。。。哭了之后，我还是一个烂人~
超级没有用的懒虫 ！！！

A friend suddenly sms me said " Since u work hard so long time, now just leave less than 1month, why not continue the last steps?? "
～不是路已走到了尽头，而是该转弯了～

Ya, agree ~
My journey full of obstruction & hindrance...
Since i choose this road, I should continue my journey until last minit ....
Because i din allow to return 2 origin road & no chance to choose a new road anymore !!!

As what my mun alway tell us ....
U all are the master to choose own future road, not the road choose ur life !!!
Ur own future determined byself, nobody will help u choose road / walk along the road together !!!

" DONT STOP, NEVER GIVE UP "
As what i alway tell myself ~
GAMBATEH !!!!

T-T DIED T-T

Luckily, I still pass my bio ~ but just 40++ nia ....
But my chem leh....haha ^0^
Sim said "All ppl SURE DIED in chem paper2 ,so must scored in paper1 to SAVE LIFE. In MCQ, u just allow wrong 10 out of 50 questions !!! If not, u cant score A anymore in CHE "

Me....trial exam......19 out of 50 !!!!
Clever or not ????
Erm....but not WRONG 19, is CORRECT 19 only ~
It mean i WRONG 31 out of 50 questions .....
Cham.....Wrong 19 already very x100 teruk~
Now just correct 19.....izit DIED????

Hw i sitting on STPM 08 che paper ????
Except be a bio sains stream student....i really duno wan be wat liao???
I DUNO eco, ak, PP.....I HATE it ~

~ Very Very accurate ~

直觉性强，感情细腻的天蝎座，
就算喜欢上一个人，也不会明显的展露出来，
是标准外冷内热的休眠火山，
属于自我压制型的性格；天蝎喜欢带点戏剧、悲剧性的感情，
追求轰轰烈烈、刻骨铭心的爱，太过于简单、平凡反而不是他所想要的。


当天蝎有目标时，会躲在阴暗的角落偷偷观察对方，
有口是心非的倾向，
有时候喜欢对方，却会表现完全不在意,
甚至可能会有故意讨厌、恶整对方的情形发生，
这都因为天蝎自我保护太重，
若真正讨厌的人，天蝎座根本不屑去理睬对方。


天蝎对感情的注重，以致于即使喜欢上一个人，
也不会马上行动，常喜欢以强烈的互动去塑造彼此间的关系，
不管是喜欢或敌对的方式，
所以有时会让人完全弄不清楚天蝎座到底情归何处，
当事情明朗后，才会让人有一种原来如此的感觉。

Ya, Very very accurate 4 me ~
Many things no alway exactly what u all guys thought~

~ Admire ~

I start admired them ~
They are GENIUS....so EXCELLENT & GREAT... ...
Can i being 1 of them???
30++ days for STPM !!!
Gambateh ~

~ Trial Result ~

My trial result....1word " GENG " !!!!
I start admire about myself " cleverness" !!!
I just do 6question of math paper2 out of 12 question!! Luckly i still can scored 56mark!!!
I need put more effort on my math paper1.....
My math " 1+1= 0 " & " 4+2= 2" ....haha ^0^
Clever leh.....I also feel myself " over clever ", no wander ah koay also " praise " me!!!

My bio more GENG GENG GENG !!! Pn.Tan just finish marked essay part !!!
I got 14/60......
Whole paper2, 33/100 converted to 60% is 19++ mark nia!!! Hw 2 pass??
Next mon d Bio paper1, 40 % ......can i scored full 50/50 MCQ???
Haiz....
Bio, a tough paper !!!! Even u write 10page of answer ,but out of question required / not in skema, all 0%
Chem leh.....no dare 2 ask Pn.Ang yet ~
PA paper1 ......37/60 MCQ !!! Teruk loh, wrong 23 question ~
In STPM, if PA paper1 wrong more than 10 question, u no need hope that u can scored A in PA paper liao T-T

I am DUNGU & LAME person T-T

Finally, i decided published my private blog 2 all reader because i lazy open 1 by1 to all readers...

I alway say you are a dungu & lame person...
Surrounding of my friends also like that saying you !!!
They tell me " he is a dungu & lame person, no need waste time care about him!!! "
Since b4 until now, i also repeated telling myself " Ya, he is a dungu & lame person. All things none my business, i no need care about him too much...."

Until now, i just realize actually u not a dungu & lame person !!!
sometime, u more clever than me ~
I am typically a dungu & lame person compare you...
My weakness as much as you....( mayb more than you)
I alway ask u improve ur weakness & dont repeat it next time....
But, how many weakness that i already improve leh????

Somemore, about ur weakness, i just simply say only....
Actually, mayb u r a perfect person. Do not have that weakness too !!!
I am DUNGU & LAME person ......T-T

值得你珍惜的五种人

世界上有一种人，和你在一起的时候，总是千万次嘱咐你多穿件衣服，和注意安全，你觉得很烦，很唠叨；缺钱的时候，他总会说一些赚钱不容易之类的话来训你，你希望早日能摆脱他们的束缚。这种人叫做父母

世界上有一种人，和你在一起的时候，偶尔会和你打架，偶尔会和你斗嘴，有时坏到向父母打你小报告，但是当有人欺负你时，总是第一个冲出来告诉我“谁欺负你了？我替你去教训他。”你们之间有亲密的关系，这种人叫做手足

世界上有一种人，知道你一些不为人知的小秘密，考试时帮你作弊；犯错误时会帮你找各种理由；当你暗恋一个人时，也会帮你传话；当你有委屈时会找他诉说，几乎都是有了麻烦才去找他。你不禁这样感叹：生命中出现了这么一个好人真好，也许你们在一起的日子比情人还长。这种人叫做朋友

世界上有一种人，不见面时会一直惦念他，见面时却脸红心跳一句话也说不口；偶尔也会因一点小事争吵的不可开交；但他总能轻易的抓住你的心，让你无法忘怀，也能让你胡思乱想睡不好觉；有时还会为他的事而茶不思饭不响的为他快乐和伤心，但你仍然甘之入始，因为你爱他，他是你最甜蜜的负荷。这种人叫做情人。

世界上有一种人，总在父母的保护下成长；在手足的关系中定位自己；在情人的呵护中找到真爱；在朋友的关心中得到温暖。你知道这些人经过了你的生命，也丰富了你的一生，但你还是要一个人面对生活 。这种人叫做自己

感谢父母，给予我们生命；感谢手足，伴我们成长，让我们体会到亲情的可贵；感谢朋友，总在困难时给我们力量，有时又如同镜子总能指出我们的缺点；感谢情人，是他们让我们知道什么爱与被爱，从中去追求自己的幸福；感谢自己，25岁以前的索要，25岁以后学会的回报……

# 普通朋友の界线 #

我知道有时我の言语举止超出了一般普通朋友の界线
我常对你问了一些奇奇怪怪，莫名奇妙のquestion
我也常对你说了一些无聊又白痴の话。。。
我也发现有时我の举止已超出一般普通朋友会做的事

不知幸@不幸，你很dungu，不会察言观色，没发现这一切。。。
也幸好你没察觉这一切。。。haha ^0^

看来，我常说你 dungu ，你却dungu得很可爱，很对！！！
Continue your dungu ~

~ I Am WRONG....Stupid MBS ~

2day, after sim tuition, i went farlim pizza hut with my friend !!!
Farlim pizza hut more nice than prangin mall d....
The service in that place more good than prangin too ~

After chat with my friend, i very very regret that i never transfer to clhs!!!
B4, i decided stay at MBS bcoz i though i can score high mark in KK part ~
Coz at MBS, at least i can holding some post in KK...
Until nw, i just realize i am WRONG
Fri, i &Pn. Ang went 2 found Arif !!
But at the end, the stupid Arif shoot me &Pn .Ang badly!!
He said " NIE &Relay 4 life just consider at negeri, if like tat oso consider in Kebangsaan, mean everyone also can score A in KK easily !! Then if JPA ask me, hw i need 2 answer them??? "
But NIE & RElay 4 life really consider in Kebangsaan ma!! B4 in CDK, we oso consider on that ma!!
I am WRONG !! I 4got nw i stay at Stupid MBS, not CDK .....
Then my friend at CLHS....
Although just a active member, never join many many event !! But finally also can score 84 % in KK !! My friend told me some ppl in CLHS can score until 100% coz they over active,holding many high post & join many event !!!

Turn back 2 MBS, sy also join many clubs too!! She also very active &holding many high post in all clubs ,but she also blame that cannot ever score A in KK also~
Then me, just holding some lousy post, not very active compare other....then my KK mark also ....Haiz T-T
" The 10 percent is calculated by adding the marks from the top two categories with the highest marks out of four categories which are club or society (kelab atau persatuan), sport (sukan dan permainan), uniform body (badan beruniform) and national service (khidmat negara) and then divide the total marks by 2."
I saw it in http://www.malaysia-students.com/ !!! NS also consider it meh??? Then i ma can add my NS mark loh.....haha !!! But they said NS just 60% nia ...haiz T-T

Until now i just realize why MBS cannot provide good student in academy / KK !!!
Trial exam also late than others.....everythings also lousy than others !!!
Even my friends in heng ee, i also feel them more lucky than us ~
STUPID MBS ....

T-T Nevermind T-T

Wat hapen on me nwadays??
Exam, should be study !!!
For me, sitting at there study whole day too, but with a empty mind only~
I cannot concentrated on my studies at all...
Bio ....Chem .... Math ~
1 word 2 describe " DIED "
I know, myself choosing to be a sains stream bio student to achieve my ambition & become a XXX!!!
But now.... ....wat my mind worry on??? About YYY or ZZZ ???

" cant finish study, nvm loh!! Duno hw 2 do question ar,nvm loh!! Fail ar, nvm loh!!! "
Everythings 4 me also " nvm " !!!
12 question of Math paper2, i also never finish half of that too ~
All my friends scold on me~
I also force myself take out the book & study, but my mind already fly away !!!
Sorry~
I will try my best to perform my best~

@ Who Are You @

I really wan ask " Who r u ??? "
R u a devil???
How come you can control my mind &mood???
How come i will so care about u???
How come i will mind wat u do & wat u say ???
Why i will curious on ur things???
Why i din curious other people things???
Actually all things none my business.....But i still.....?????
I think ......heart problem!!!
Ya, sure like that !!!
If not, i no any reason 2 explain it at all~

You sure r a devil !!!
If not, why u have so strong influence over me???
U this devil, please go away from me~
I do not wan under ur influence anymore...
Please return my happiness 2 me...
I do not wan any sadness from u..... please!!!!

If time can return, i hope u never appear in my life!!!
Like tat, i will get back my happiness, no more sadness on me~
But now.....u already appear in my life !!!
How can i away from u tis devil???
Although I tell myself again & again, try my best many times .....away from u !!!
But i cant really make it~
Sorry~
Time.....I believe on time !!!
Please give me some time, this time i will really really try my best make it !!!

T-T Study = Fail T-T

Study = no fail-----(1)
No Study = fail-----(2)

(1)+(2)
Study + No Study = no fail + fail

Factorise:
Study (1+ no)= fail (1+no)

Hence, Study = fail T-T

Are you agree on this math question???
For me, I still will study ~
Of course no need am pian,,,,,we can play & pian 2gether ^0^
Just as what SY mention b4 " Try ur best, dont let urself got any chance regret in future "
2ml, school reopen & Trial coming soon ~
Friends, try ur best.....
YOU ARE THE BEST !!!!

@-@ Happy Birthday @-@

Tonight, We celebrate yf 's birthday at " 火锅之家 "
Only 7 persons can attend....because some sick /vege, haiz T-T
Only me, wm, piju, ah ma, suling ,hyuen.....of course birthday girl lar---yf!!!

Food ar.....ok loh!!!
But the environment very very hot.....
Conclusion, We have a happy & nice night~

Happy Birthday 2 U ~ YF

^..^ Photoshoot ^..^

All nice photoshoot are taken by my best friend---min!!!
Sharing it with everyone~

~ Sweet Dream ~

Last9, i have a sweet dream... ...
Many person said " Dream totally different with actual world !!! "
Do u agree on it?? I agree on it ~

No matter my dream how sweet, bring how many happiness 2 me, i know.....it just a dream, a sweet dream which 4ever wont come true in actual world ~

Although it just a sweet dream, i also feel happy & enough... ...
At least i can make it come true in my dream... ...
I hope i never wake up from my sweet dream~
But i cant make it....because i still need alive in this actual cruel world!!!

Seminar Gamma

Seminar Tanjung, rm50 ( non tanjung student); rm40 ( tanjung student)
Seminar Gamma, free of charge... ...

2day ,Pa tuition!!!
My friend ask me " which1 u feel more better?? Seminar Tanjung @ Seminar Gamma??? "
In my heart, i really feel Gamma more better!! If not, i also wont choose tuition PA at Gamma rather than Tanjung lar!!
Actually both also got own good too~
Tanjung more focus on Essay while Gamma more focus on Graph~

But, i tell a lie 2 my friend!!!
I said " of course is Seminar Tanjung lar,rm5o leh,haha ^0^ !! "
Maybe i too bad 2 tell a lie or he too clever.....he knew it & laugh on me!!
He blame me waste $ go 2 the useless Seminar Tanjung !!
No only sit too far from stage, somemore cant hear/catch any main point at all !!!
Yala,that day the seminar too many person, i sit very very far... ....
Who ask I am non tanjung student...T-T
But he still wan borrow Seminar Tanjung notes from me ~
Too bad....T-T
I waste $, but he can get free notes......unfair!!!!

2day, 1st time i feel anxiety when doing graph .... ....

I cant finish it on limited time~

Somemore, when time up, i just realize that all i doing wrong!!!

After hearing teacher's advice, i more anxious it.... ....


Haiz.....Trial coming soon!! STPM somemore~

How come i so so so so so lame~

Who can teach me Chem, Bio & Math??????

I so regret why b4 i skip so many lesson, put so many aeroplane on tuition!!!!