选你所爱，爱你所选

STPM 2008 快放榜了。
我超超超超超 x 100，
担心我的chemistry，
不知考到什么成绩。。。。
有Principle C 已经很 happy ！！！

随着stpm越接近公布，我就越难睡觉。。。
入睡时间越来越迟
慢慢开始感到那种压迫感
开始很紧张 & 担心, 也没什么信心 ~

" 选你所爱，爱你所选 "
虽然说人生有很多现实的因素，
但是若牺牲了兴趣换取一个步入大学的机会，
随着时间增长而却还未找到目标的话，
大学生活会是非常痛苦 & 遗憾的
所以，兴趣和了解还是最重要.

我所爱的course,
USM Healthy Campus 也有了！！！
是去年才新加入的。。。
以前只有在 UKM & UPM ~

STPM只不过是人生的一部份。
虽然它对于我们将来升学扮演着很重要的角色，
但既然一切都已成为定局了，
担心。。。紧张。。。害怕。。。
最终还是要接受和面对的。

现实生活中，
若你没有真才实料，
文凭根本经不起考验的。

学习是终身的，
读书只是学习的其中一种方式而已

梦想的翅膀，飞吧～
为自己的夢想而去想，到自己想到的地方，做自己想做的事，
因为你只有一次的人生 & 一次就机会去做这全部的事。

Health

健康，真的对一个人来说很重要吗？？？
YA ,真的很重要。。。
失去健康 = 失去一切

现在，我的健康已经拉警报，亮红灯了！！！
人，总是这样。。。
要等到失去后才会学会珍惜 ~

看来，我真的要好好 take care 自己
好好休息 & 静养
否则。。。

拥有健康，才会拥有财富因为，
健康就是最大的财富。

Because Of You

I will not make

the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way,

to never let it get that far

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust

Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh

Every day of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you

I tried my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

好人有好报？？？

好人真的会有好报吗？？？
现实的生活。。。真的很难 ！！！

我。。。除了相信，还能做什么？？？
有为朋友告诉我“只要你相信，世上真的会有好人有好报 ”

好人。。。真的好难当
世上真的没十全十美的人事物

再好的人，都会有少许私心
也许，这就是人性

虽然当不了好人，但不要变成坏人
好人与坏人的区别在于一念之差。。。

一句无心的玩笑。。。
说者无心，听者有意
也许你不知道，无形中已伤害了对方

其实，你是否和我一样。。。口是心非？？？
是否和我一样。。。常说话中话？？？
是否早已听得出我的话中话？？？
是否又在心里OS 说 “你又再想太多了”

也许，我真的想太多。。。
HAHA ^0^
Hope, I may stop my such mind soon ~

^0^ 爱 ^0^

~ 情人节快乐 ~
祝天下有情人天天都是情人节。。。
每天都 sweet sweet love !!!

其实，情人节
只要与爱你の 人 & 你爱の 人就好。。。
那么，每人都 @ HaPpY VaLenTinE DaY @

爱人の 人。。。 你爱の 人。。。
也许是爱你の 家人，朋友，同事，手足，姐妹，兄弟

今天，与12 classmates 去 visit Pn.Tan
她刚生完。。。·
她の baby just 2week only, very cute

从她の眼神流露出。。。母爱。。。
这份 # 爱 #
是你我都无法形容，无法体会的
这，正是 @ 爱 @ 珍贵之处 ~

With this special day, show ur love to those who u care, love & appreciate ~
Everyone, Happy Valentine Day

Salary

Sun, i spend my Jan salary to buy a new phone !!!
Just RM 695
With 2GB memory card, card reader, casing, screen protect,
all accessory ... haha !!!
I feel the phone price very cheap if compare other !!!
Who else interst buy any phone, even accessory , call contact me !!!
I can give u all a special price,haha !!!

Size : 105.0 x 47.0 x 22.0 mm

Weight : 115.0gr

Screen : 262,144-colour TFT240x320 pixel

Memory : Memory Stick Micro™ (M2™)

support (up to 2 GB)Phone memory 64MB*

Camera Cyber-shot™ : 3.2-megapixel

Bukit Genting

2 Feb, having a dinner at Bukit Genting !!!
Then ,taking some photos too ~
^0^ Have a Nice day . . .

Freedom ~

原来，社会是如此的~
虚情假意
笑里藏刀
明争暗斗
耍心计

If continue stay at there, i will become crazy!!!
Luckly ~
我离开了。。。那人间地狱
开始寻找下一个天空。。。
so freedom
YEAH ^0^

小故事、大道理‏

【和尚与屠夫】
从前有一个和尚跟一个屠夫是好朋友。和尚天天早上要起来念经，而屠夫天天要起来杀猪。 为了不耽误他们早上的工作，是他们约定早上互相叫对方起床。
多年以后，和尚与屠夫相继去世了。屠夫去上天堂了，而和尚却下地狱了。
Why?
因为屠夫天天作善事，叫和尚起来念经，相反地，和尚天天叫屠夫起来杀生……

小哲理：
你做的东西是不是都是你认为对的，却不一定是对的。

【一道终身受用的测试题】
你开着一辆车。
在一个暴风雨的晚上。
你经过一个车站。
有三个人正在焦急的等公共汽车。 
一个是快要临死的老人，他需要马上去医院。
一个是医生，他曾救过你的命，你做梦都想报答他。
还有一个女人/男人，她/他是你做梦都想嫁/娶的人，也许错过就没有了。
但你的车只能在坐下一个人，你会如何选择？
我不知道这是不是一个对你性格的测试, 因为每一个回答都有他自己的原因。
老人快要死了，你首先应该先救他。
你也想让那个医生上车，因为他救过你，这是个好机会报答他。
还有就是你的梦中情人。错过了这个机会。你可能永远不能遇到一个让
你这么心动的人了。

在200个应征者中，只有一个人被雇佣了，他并没有解释他的理由，他只是说了以下的话：

'给医生车钥匙，让他带着老人去医院，而我则留下来陪我的梦中情人一起等公车!'
每个人我认识的人都认为以上的回答是最好的，但没有一个人（包括我在内）一开始就想到。

小哲理：
是否是因为我们从未想过要放弃我们手中已经拥有的优势（车钥匙）? 有时，如果我们能放弃一些我们的固执，狭隘，和一些优势的话，我们可能会得到更多。

【皮鞋的来历】

很久很久以前，人类都还赤着双脚走路。


有一位国王到某个偏远的乡间旅行，因为路面崎岖不平，有很多碎石头，刺得他的脚又痛又麻。回到王宫后，他下了一道命令，要将国内的所有道路都铺上一层牛皮。他认为这样做，不只是为自己，还可造福他的人民，让大家走路时不再受刺痛之苦。


但即使杀尽国内所有的牛，也筹措不到足够的皮革，而所花费的金钱、动用的人力，更不知凡几。虽然根本做不到，甚至还相当愚蠢，但因为是国王的命令，大家也只能摇头叹息。


一位聪明的仆人大胆向国王提出建言：「国王啊！为什么您要劳师动众，牺牲那么多头牛，花费那么多金钱呢？您何不只用两小片牛皮包住您的脚呢？」国王听了很惊讶，但也当下领悟，于是立刻收回成命，改采这个建议。据说，这就是「皮鞋」的由来。


小哲理：
想改变世界，很难；要改变自己，则较为容易。
与其改变全世界，不如先改变自己--「将自己的双脚包起来」。
改变自己的某些观念和作法，以抵御外来的侵袭。
当自己改变后，眼中的世界自然也就跟着改变了。
如果你希望看到世界改变，那么第一个必须改变的就是自己。

「心若改变，态度就会改变；态度改变，习惯就改变；习惯改变，人生就会改变。」

@ Stop @

STOP ...
I no wan such life style !!!
PLEASE ~
I nearly stress &tired to continue such life style
really Hate it

But wat can i do ???
I cannot change it ...
Clearly say is duno hw 2 change it !!!
God , pls show me a road to save me , thank

*0* 改变 *0*

是你变了吗？？？
是我变了吗？？？
是他变了吗？？？
我想。。。是我变了！！！

以前觉得，因为人事物の改变，环境の改变，
所以我才改变。
其实，是因为心态の改变，
我才改变身边的一切！！！
就算人事物不变，一旦心态改变，
一切都改变了，也包括 最后の结果 。

09 年的我。。。真的变了吗？？？
Ya, 我真的改变了很多~

以前喜欢の人事物，不见得现在还喜欢着。。。

以前不喜欢の人事物，不代表永远讨厌着。。。

以前坚持の人事物，不见得现在还放不下。。。

以前执着の人事物，不代表现在还介意着。。。

以前介意の人事物，不代表永远无法原谅。。。

以前不了解の人事物，不代表现在还不懂。。。

以前懂得の人事物，不见得完全明白了解。。。

朋友，你是否也改变了？？？

# My Work #

After STPM, I haven write any essay anymore !!!
Few days ago, Manager suddenly call everyone submit 1 essay " My work " b4 24JAN !!!
Before submit it, need do presentation & explanation about it !!!

The main purpose is list out how far the job must be cover & detailed describe step by step every type of job !!!
I nearly use 4days finish " My Work " !!!
First time write out 1essay that need 5/6 pages !!!

My office divide into 3type : " Indoma, Indospice & Coftea "
Every type got 6departments : " Admin, Purchaser, Account , Sales Executive, Supervisor & Manager "
Every department have 2-3person in charge!!!
But only 1person in charge of Indospice Purchaser !!!

So, I super busy ....
After listing out my work, manager call other departments taking off my some jobs !!!
But,i still have many jobs to do everyday !!! Haiz

Summary " My Work "

1) Sign in Fileserver & UBS Inventory & Billing
2)Check US Exchange Rate form Forex KL
Then call account department buy hedging rate for import & eksport
3) Invoice & Delivery Order
4) Credit & Debit Notes
5) Transfer
6) prepare quatation and sales contact to oversea customers
7) check forecast report
8)Adjusment -increase & reduce
9) survey ocean frieght
10) buy online Hong Leong Assurance
11) Stock receive
12) Import documents ( divide into 3type )
13) Eksport documents
Every part of work need decribe step by step !!!
Luckly i can end up it at 2day ,haha !!!
If not, i need spend extra time on it during CNY holidays !!!!
Haha ^0^

重新出发

背起眼泪 重新出发
从今天开始再努力吧
虽然考验不會停止，我有信心能坚持
沒有挫折能絆倒我
一定能继续向前走

我想像有天
我能卸下沉重的包袱
將过去好好看清楚
心中沒有所谓后悔失望

因為我早就知道我的方向
活在现在 心卻期待
享受那每一分
每一秒鐘的未來
因此我就小看
今天所有的失敗

万事大吉祥

吉祥的话讲了又讲
只希望你一切美满
佳节带来了好景象
也期望你一切无恙
生活烦 又怎样
只要有我们的陪伴
所有不好的事
都烟消云散
一年了没和你畅谈
不知道你是否变了样
前一年谈起的理想
新一年里有没有变换
生活忙 又怎样
要趁着新春的呼唤
好好和你相聚
共享新气象
鞭炮兵兵又乓乓万事大吉祥
除旧迎新呀大地一片喜洋洋
新年歌儿我们唱起来多嘹亮
传送到你的心里快乐又安康
锣鼓咚咚又锵锵万事大吉祥
藉着鼓声呀祝祝福你富贵满堂
新年歌儿播送到大街和小巷
这个新年肯定让你不一样

新年万万岁

新年万万岁 - 颜莞倩/林沁琁/朱浩仁/许佳麟/张梦秦
跟上了快乐的感觉
美丽的季节
就近在眼前转
放下了疲倦
向昨天告别
为自己过去一年说谢谢
成双成对的小麻雀
春天来相约
欢乐一片片
成长的庭院
熟悉的笑脸
带领我回到了幸福泉源
带着梦想起飞
奔向新里程碑网
你的祝福让世界一切变完美
随着春风起飞
新一年好发挥
有你有我的新年更十全十美
新年万万岁 新年新年万万岁 快乐快乐everyday
许个愿 和太岁连线
心想事成多灵验
好新鲜 身心来充电
新年布满了喜悦

@ Learn @

Tired Working everyday ???
Ya...
Although I juz a admin clerk,
I still learn many things .

How u use photocopy machine ???
How 2 bank in cheque ???
Haha ^0^
Honestly, i really duno such easy things at all !!!

Being a clerk,
I learn how to prepare import & eksport documents for oversea customers !!!
Learn how to buy Hong Leong online assurance for import &eksport !!!
Learn how to use UBS Inventory & Billing ~
Many things which cannot learn from teks book !!!

Although i alway careless
Alway do wrong things
Alway over looK the important documents
Alway din pay attentation on things
hehe *0*

What the different between " 你叫什么名？？" & " 你名叫什么？？"
They alway laugh me that the way i talk & act still like a kid !!! T-T
They say a kid will ask like tat "你叫什么名？？"
& a adult will ask like tat " 你名叫什么？？"
Swt... what the different???
Actual meaning just wan asking the name ma !!! T-T

Thank ~
I really learn a lot of things from my job!!!

*-* Thank *-*

Finally, i learn it ~

Learn how to post video clip in blog !!!

Thank ..... special 4 u ^0^

A caring friend who alway beside me when i need help ~

Aligato *0*

1st Step :

Go 2 search from youtube

Then copy down the code from " Embed "

2nd step :

Then, paste the code in " Edit HTML "

3rd step :

After posting , click " Composes "

DONE ~

So easy

加油。。。

2day, whole day also what hapen
Alway do wrong things.

Open wrong cheque 4times
type wrong document 2times
Wat wrong on me ???

2ml sure scold by manager ~
T-T sorry
I noe
I too careless
No matter on studies /work,
i alway careless.

Gambateh
2ml....will be a good &nice day ???
Haha ^0^
2ml sure will be a great day ~

@ 我介意 @

歌手：金莎 歌曲：我介意

其实我的安静有迹可寻
只是你太不留心而已
如果说 两个人在一起
比一个人孤寂
爱会不会过期

渐渐你成为我BLOG里
被别人阅览着的心情
我听说
留言的人会有个面具
那个匿名的 会不会就是你

我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法
和我有了分岔

我介意你没忘了她
介意你还放不下
该迁就 还是一笑而罢

新 の 开始

这个week, 开始新 の 生活
想她们说的。。。
“ Wah, you being a OL soon "
Ya, I am a general clerk !!!

虽然 low salary, 但可以从中学习很多新事物。
Gain more working experience , knowledge or skill 。
第一天时，真的好怕~
这也不会，那也不会
虽然manager 没说什么，
但我 be a asst. manager, 什么也不会
真的好笨 !!!

luckily ,got 1 朋友告诉我
“ 没有人一出世就 know everything 。只要用心学习，
日子久了，就熟能生巧。笨蛋也会变成 professional 。”
ya, i am agree on it

Already work 1week, I think i can handle some liao
Haha ^0^
Hope it will be a good begining ~
真的不想让manager 太失望
Waste a lot of time & energy
我还是什么都不会 !!!
Gambateh ~
Believe on myself
加油 !!! 加油 !!! ^-^

*-* 原来 *-*

原来，这世界上很多事不在人们可以control 的范围内。
当你以为可以control whole world 时，
其实事实不是如此
也许会比你想象中的更糟。

当你以为可以control 他人时，
也许无形中，你已经被他人control 着，
还傻呼呼的不知道 ~

In 5 kingdom,
Home sapien, consider as a 思想复杂的动物。
放下那些复杂的思想，
无聊的想法，
Stop all Childish 的行为，
开开心心。。。
做个简单的human ~
这样，生活才会精彩 ^0^

When life gives you a hundred reason to cry,
Show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile~

~ A tired but happy day ~

2day, early morning go to pisa 4 starwalk !!!
Luckily,i still can finish 10km at limited time,
Yeah ^0^

Then go to shopping with family
From 1pm- 8pm....
Although a bit tired
I still buy many new cny clothes ,hehe ^-^
Just few hour ,
I spend around rm200++
Super geng ....

OMG
Nw my leg is pain
I really very very tired ~
I think i should have a good rest nw
Haha ^0^

Twilight

2day, with a gang of siao lala hang out 2 red box
Then，go 2 watch TWILIGHT !!!

男女主角都好帅好美

I admire on the " Edward Cullen " !!!

苍白到没有血色的俊俏面孔

Gold Brown colour 的眼晴

一眼看透他人心的深邃的眼神

Red bloody mouth

Taglines for Twilight :

When you can live forever what do you live for?

The Forbidden Fruit Tastes the Sweetest

And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.

And did you get what you wanted,

from this life, even so? I did.

Forever.Begins.Now.

Nothing will be the same

I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore..

Synopsis for Twiligh ：

Bella Swan (Kristen Stewart)

has always been a bit different,

never caring about or fitting in

with the trendy girls at her Phoenix,

Arizona high school.
When her mother Renee (Sarah Clarke) remarries

and decides to move with her new husband to Florida。

Bella decides to go live with her father, Charlie (Billy Burke),

in the rainy little town of Forks, Washington。

She doesn't expect anything to change.

Then she meets the mysterious and

dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson),
a boy unlike any she's ever met.

Intelligent and witty, his piercing eyes see straight into her soul.

Soon, Bella and Edward are swept up in a passionate

and decidedly unorthodox romance.

Edward can run faster than any cheetah,

he can stop a moving car with his bare hands,

and he hasn't aged since 1918.

Most importantly, he's a vampire.

Like all vampires, he's immortal.

He doesn't drink human blood (they're vampire "vegetarians"),

which is rare among the vampire population.

Instead, they go on regular "hiking" trips,

where they feed on prey such as grizzly bears and mountain lions.

For Edward, Bella is the thing he has waited 90 years for - a soul mate.

But the closer they get,
the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent,

which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy.

And what will they do when James (Cam Gigandet), Laurent (Edi Gathegi), and Victoria (Rachel Lefevre) come into town

and James sets his sights on Bella?

Will true love prevail when Edward is forced to save her life

and conquer his thirst?

The true question is, When you can live forever, what do you live for?

天空暗了。。。但也笑了~

天空暗了。。。但也笑了~

今天，从朋友那儿 save 了一张 photo ~

一张让人看了有不同感想的photo !!!

你，又有什么感想？？？

天空暗了。。。但也笑了~

星星& 月亮 形成一个笑脸 !!!

好特别~

天空暗了，

意味着一天的结束吗？？？

为什么？？？

天暗了，一定是代表失败/结束呢？？？

其实，也可以说成

天空暗了

星星& 月亮 也出来了!!!

明天，天亮后。。。

又是美好的新一天~

希望在明天~ Yeah

Photo !!!

Convent students with Felix Teacher ^0^
2day , a friend sent me a 2 year ago d photo ~
Inside photos,
cannot consider all from CDK !!!
I think only can grouping in " Convent " !!!
Bcoz got CDK & CPT students ... Haha !!!

一张简单的photo
却有着不同的感触 !!!
一些 sweet momories during English tuition...
一幅幅画面，涌进脑海里 ~

也许多年后
这张photo 会带给我不同的感觉 !!!

^-^ Happy Day ^-^

今天，go 2 interview ~

不知如何是好。。。

以后的事，以后才打算 !!!

累了一整天，还陪S 去shopping

爱美真是女人的天性

还有，女人真是超级购物狂 !!!

也难怪，女生宁愿和好姐妹一起shopping，

Haha ^0^

也许，谁也不想看见陪伴自己的男生，

一开始就吵着要离开 !!!

还有，在男生眼里

认为这个好，哪个美

什么都不错。。。

SWT 。。。

call them come 2 make decision

而不是来扰乱 ~

S 选来选去。。。
还是在 XY 的店选中了一件prom9 skirt 4 next week d prom9!!

在大家的怂恿下

我也try 了一件来玩玩~

Have a nice day ~

*0* 灰色空间 *0*

原来不是白就是黑
只不过是天真的以为
现实的世界只有灰

灰色空间
我是谁 ???
记不得幸福是什么滋味
无路可退
你是谁 ???

他总是不了解
我那些假装的无所谓
关于那些是是非非
我总不够坚决
才会在爱里面绕圈圈
我学得会 口是心非不要流泪

天上的彩虹
总出现在天晴雨过
我已经懂得轻轻的放手

擦干了成长的泪水
搭上了幸福的地铁

^0^ 时间 の 魔术师 ^0^

As time goes on, we are gradually stepping into another stage of our life.
Although time may have passed by in a blinked eye,
but there's a lot of sweet memories between our life.
May our memories will alway remain in our mind.

2year ago 的今天，刚考完 SPM !!!
然后，开始 do part time job !!!
虽然只是短短的几个月，
但认识了几个好朋友 !!!
他们taught 我many things !!!
从人生道理，做人处事，
到生活小事。。。
Thank a lot ~

Then, i went NS at camp syruz , BM !!!
我人生中的 sweet memories !!!
当初一开始，真的好怕，好担心，好抗拒 !!!
后来慢慢适应，渐渐爱上。。。

NS 生活 & 回忆 :

B4 sun rises ...
须要一大早起身坐 PT
在bright sky 还可看见很多很多星星，
然后慢慢看见太阳升起，
美丽的日出让人忘却睡意，
开始美好的新一天!!!
在 penang ，我想不可能可以看见那么多& 大的 stars ~

试过一早在湖岸边跑步吗？？？
试过一大班人一早，像siao lang 一样对着湖大喊？？？
试过一大班人一早，一起躺在斜坡上，辛勤的做健身运动？？？

在大太阳底下，每一个 physical training modules
Marching，kembara halangan，tali rendah
flying fox，absailling 。。。
可以让你体会汗水dripping from head to toe 的滋味
然后慢慢看见自己的skin become darker !!!
Haha, 不是每个人都有机会体会这种经验~

还有超闷的 CB class & Kenegaraan
如果睡不着，去了包你呼呼大睡~
其实，从中也可以学习很多事。。。
只看你以怎样的心情去面对而已 !!!

试过与一大群的 lalat having
Breakfast, Morning break, Lunch, Tea break, Dinner & Supper ???
有趣吧？？？
3 month 的陪伴，以慢慢变成习惯
回来后，没有了它们，真的会有点吃不下。。。
好想念与它们一同的日子~

在那儿的日子，是人生中最enjoy 的
没有stress , 没担心，没烦恼
每天5am ++ 睡醒，
从早玩到晚，until 1am ++
累了就倒头大睡 !!!
你还会失眠吗？？？
还没包括 jaga malam !!!
Whole night no need sleep ,haha ^0^

在里面 。。。
还要担心 what ???
Everything already arranged for us
We just need to follow the instruction ...
Enjoy everythings ~

Inside camp,
we no need do any decision...
we no need to face any problem..
Also no need bother what happening outside
Just need care about those things in the camp !!!
Care about how 2 play happily in camp ~

Then , come out from camp
Enter MBS
Starting my F6 life

We need to face reality again
Many things to face & to decide
Many stress & problem
STPM is the main idea ~

But now, STPM finish !!!
WE also stepping new roads
Starting a new life
Start exploring a new journey

时间 的 魔术师
改变了你我
任谁阻止不了它的魅力 。。。

只能做最熟悉的陌生人．．．

两个人从相识、相知到相爱，在交往一段时间后，
或有不得已的原因，或有不得告人的理由，
由于种种的原因，最后不欢而散，
在分手时，总有一方会说出那句最真实的谎言——希望我们还能是朋友。
如果是我，就不可以做朋友, 只能做最熟悉的陌生人了。

分手后不能做朋友。
选择做陌生人的理由是：既然分手了，就不要再有暧昧的关系，
那样只会让自己伤心，难受，进也不是，退也不是，
既然分手了，就彻底的退出，
快乐的生活，开心是现在唯一的追求。
分手了就分手了，既然不能再相互爱下去，就做陌生人吧。

如果说分手后，还会保持联系，
这只能说明有一方还没真正放下对方，
还不愿从对方的生活中彻底消失，
分手了，不做朋友是为了不再给对方希望，不给任何机会.

分手后: 　　
不可以做朋友　　
所以只能做最熟悉的陌生人．．．

^0^ STPM Sayonara ^0^

今天的　3.45pm，STPM　终于end！！！
考完后，因该会兴奋＆开心的。。。
不知为何，每个人的表情都是怪怪的
一副沮丧＆失落感！！！
我也如此。。。

也难怪大家会如此的表情。。。
因为今天 last paper is chem ！！！
我真的不敢想。。。
My chem paper 2 already XXX　
Now, paper 1 also XXX
真的好担心会Fail ！！！

我不太贪心而已
只想 my chem pass....
only need a 2.0C in chem !!!

Although a bit no mood ...
We still went McD greenlane celebrate ~

考试结束后。。。
因该为未来的路做打算！！！
未来的路是怎样，无人知~

That's just life
寻找梦里的未来
笑对现实的无奈
不能后退的时候
不再傍徨的时候
没有选择的时候
不能选择的时候
永远向前　路一直都在 ~

T-T 考试 T-T

最近，考试的压力把我压得透不过气！
好累，真的很累。。
累，不只是身体上，
心灵上的“累”更是让人多么的折磨！！

今天，打算好好读 CHEM
谁知，my sim chem notes 七零八散的。。。
All MCQ answer 。。。
Haiz ~
早知如此，当初应该好好专心tuition !!!
好好上课。。。

Gambateh ~
好好努力。。。
3 days 而已！！！
Pa 1☐ 2☑ Bio 1☐ 2☑
Chem 1☐ 2☑ Math T 1☑2☑

考试结束后，我必须要好好玩一玩来弥补回我“身灵”及心灵上的“创伤”。。。
好期待3 DEC 3.45pm 的 freedom ~
Yeah ~

@ 你不是真正的快樂 @

[歌詞] 五月天-你不是真正的快樂
作詞：阿信 作曲：阿信

人群中哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢或痛或心動了
你已經決定了 你已經決定了

你靜靜忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜就是越傷人
越是在手心留下密密麻麻
深深淺淺的刀割
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

這世界笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了
但生存是規則 不是你的選擇
於是你含著眼淚飄飄蕩蕩 跌跌撞撞的走著

你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂
你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了
然後再後悔著
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂
你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了

你值得真正的快樂 你應該
脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了
還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓悲傷全部結束在此刻
重新開始活著

T-T 2008 STPM T-T

终于，我有空blogging !!!
1st 3days, 是人生最难捱的，也是最压力的
PA, Chem ,Math & Bio
最难最tough最压力的paper都在这3天!!!
天啊，那些人不知道怎样安排时间的~
Now，只剩 MCQ & Math paper2
Yeah ~

每张考卷拿到时都是冷冰冰的
都是冷门的题目!!!
PA & Bio 还好，至少不会冷到让人发抖!!!

至于math & chem...
这2subj 在Dewan Budaya 考, 不知道是不是太热还是害怕，
全场冒冷汗!!!
还是无法全神贯注。。。
我想一定全军覆没!!!

由其是Chem。。。
3hour的 PA已经很累，还要 2 小时半的Chem。。。
不累死才怪~

说真的，我最坦心的是chem。。。
考完Chem，已经心灰意冷，有点想放弃 next papers : Math & Bio

想起你说过的话“坚持下去，努力一定有回报, 无论如何，never give up urself ”
Ya, agree on it ~
DONT STOP，NEVER GIVE UP

看来我要好好拼Chem paper1 ，才不会死得太难看 !!!
Gambate ~

要好的成果，好的回报，必须努力！！！
努力后也许会失败。。。
但总比放弃之后再来后悔一辈子要好的多~
与其在事后才后悔，
不如在当下就努力。
因为最坏的结果也只不过跟你一开始就放弃的结果差不多，
但少了遗憾 &后悔~

T-T 美丽的谎言 T-T

如果这是美丽的谎言，为什么又让我知道事实的真相？？？
我真的是天底下的大傻瓜，又笨又傻。。。
我真的相信你所说的话，你给的理由，你给的解释 !!!
我真的从来没有怀疑过你的一切
如今，我想我已开始有点疑惑你以前所说的话，
哪些是真的，哪些是谎言？？？

说真的，事实的真相还好，反而美丽的谎言让人觉得残酷。
我想说得是，其实你真的不用如此用尽心思，用心良苦来编故事来骗我！！！
放心，以后的我会放聪明点的。。。
不会为难你成这样子，须要你如此花尽心思来编故事 ！！！
Sorry.....I promise u
I wont repeat same mistaken anymore !!!
Sorry ~
总以为中了你下的毒，已经无药可救~
你的毒下真的好邪，好深，好毒。。。
如今发现，我已找到了解药！！！
我相信无论你的毒多邪多毒， 我会有病好的一天 ！！！
我相信会很快很快很快的康复，不会让你得意的很久。。。

~ Special Birthday ~

19th liao....haha ^0^
This year really is a special birthday...
Super busy ~

Early of morning 7am++ go 2 Gamma tuition until 12pm !!!
Then go sim until 6pm....
After that having a dinner with family !!!!Until nw ka went back & rest ~
Me lar.....sleep too late, nearly late to tuition !!!
Then 4got that my phone still in my bed ....
When i went back, i so shock !!!
30++ birthday wishes msgs !!!!
My phone d inbox.......haha ^0^

Anyway, today oso consider a happy day with all friends の birthday wishes ...

Birthday Celebration Photos *^-^*

Birthday Cake

Make a wish

Sy's handmake birthday card

enjoying ~

kawai

Take a photo b4 leave ~

^o^ Happy Day ^o^

After scl, a gang of siao lala hang out 2 gurney !!!
We having a lunch in pastamania !!!
I eat country cheese baked !!!
Yummy ~

Thank 4 u all ~
2day, i feel so happy !!!
So glad having u all together celebrated birthday ,haha ^0^ !!!
Somemore, thank 4 u all presents ...
I like it so much !!!

Thank 4 the birthday cake ...
When they sing birthday song at there, i so pasiek nia !!!
Somemore, the words on cake & sy's handmake d birthday card .....
eeeeeeeeeeeee........*^-^*
So pasiek !!!
Nw every1 also noe it !!!
Haiz....dont not want hide my face at where next time !!!!
I also duno when they all started call me tis name????
Except " TAN TAN ".....look like they also like gave me many many nick name !!!
I think is ...b4 that i alway mention such word in class !!!
So the nick name come from .....haha ^0^

Although many person cant attend it....
Is ok lar !!!!
Conclusion, 2day is a sweet & memorable day in my f6 life !!!
Especially receive such unexcepted presents from friends !!!
你们的心意，我都了解！！！ 谢谢~
Nw, enjoy my last few hour 4 my 18year old !!!

*-* 梦 vs 残酷 *-*

其实我一早应该领悟这些。。。
只是我一直执迷不悟，用尽心思，想尽办法来安慰自己。。。
告诉自己会有美梦成真的一天 ！！！
如今我才发现，梦就是梦，醒来后还是一场梦 ！！！
残酷的世界里不容许任何的美梦 ！！！

对不起。。。
是你让我做了最后又最坏的决定
心 做选择了 决定了
侧侧底底的放弃 ！！！
这是你的选择。。。
以后不要后悔 ！！！
我也不容许我后悔自己做下的决定 ！！！

我很累很累。。。
我总于可以回到了最初的自己。。。
Just Wanna Be Myself ^0^

~ Rebirth ~

2day,i receieve a funny msgs about " REBIRTH " from friend !!!
Do u believe on it----rebirth ???
If u believe in rebirth, what u want to be in ur next birth ???
What relation u want with others in ur next birth ???

4 me, i wan to be a bryophyta @ osteicthyes !!!
I no wan be a Homo sapien anymore !!!
Being bryophyta & osteicthyes. everyday just having a simple life, no need study ,haha ^0^ !!!
With a short life span & a lot of freedom ~

Relation with others leh ....
I wan be his' eyes !!!
I wan using his' eyes view this whole world !!!
I wan be her's hands !!!
I wan using her's hands to create miracle !!!

But now, i just can be myself !!!
Sitting in coming soon STPM !!!
Stop dreaming & study hard & smart !!!!
Make my dream come true... ...

Give up ??? Continue ???

Until nw ka reach home after 4hour d chem tuition ~
4hour tuition, still steam steam &blur blur ...

Suddenly i got a evil minded " GIVE UP my STPM, go 2 play happily now " !!!
I told my friends about it ....
All scold me badly, All said me CRAZY ~
If i continue study, i really ka CRAZY ~

我真的好没用。。。真想放声大哭！！！
但我知道。。。哭了之后，我还是一个烂人~
超级没有用的懒虫 ！！！

A friend suddenly sms me said " Since u work hard so long time, now just leave less than 1month, why not continue the last steps?? "
～不是路已走到了尽头，而是该转弯了～

Ya, agree ~
My journey full of obstruction & hindrance...
Since i choose this road, I should continue my journey until last minit ....
Because i din allow to return 2 origin road & no chance to choose a new road anymore !!!

As what my mun alway tell us ....
U all are the master to choose own future road, not the road choose ur life !!!
Ur own future determined byself, nobody will help u choose road / walk along the road together !!!

" DONT STOP, NEVER GIVE UP "
As what i alway tell myself ~
GAMBATEH !!!!

T-T DIED T-T

Luckily, I still pass my bio ~ but just 40++ nia ....
But my chem leh....haha ^0^
Sim said "All ppl SURE DIED in chem paper2 ,so must scored in paper1 to SAVE LIFE. In MCQ, u just allow wrong 10 out of 50 questions !!! If not, u cant score A anymore in CHE "

Me....trial exam......19 out of 50 !!!!
Clever or not ????
Erm....but not WRONG 19, is CORRECT 19 only ~
It mean i WRONG 31 out of 50 questions .....
Cham.....Wrong 19 already very x100 teruk~
Now just correct 19.....izit DIED????

Hw i sitting on STPM 08 che paper ????
Except be a bio sains stream student....i really duno wan be wat liao???
I DUNO eco, ak, PP.....I HATE it ~

~ Very Very accurate ~

直觉性强，感情细腻的天蝎座，
就算喜欢上一个人，也不会明显的展露出来，
是标准外冷内热的休眠火山，
属于自我压制型的性格；天蝎喜欢带点戏剧、悲剧性的感情，
追求轰轰烈烈、刻骨铭心的爱，太过于简单、平凡反而不是他所想要的。


当天蝎有目标时，会躲在阴暗的角落偷偷观察对方，
有口是心非的倾向，
有时候喜欢对方，却会表现完全不在意,
甚至可能会有故意讨厌、恶整对方的情形发生，
这都因为天蝎自我保护太重，
若真正讨厌的人，天蝎座根本不屑去理睬对方。


天蝎对感情的注重，以致于即使喜欢上一个人，
也不会马上行动，常喜欢以强烈的互动去塑造彼此间的关系，
不管是喜欢或敌对的方式，
所以有时会让人完全弄不清楚天蝎座到底情归何处，
当事情明朗后，才会让人有一种原来如此的感觉。

Ya, Very very accurate 4 me ~
Many things no alway exactly what u all guys thought~

~ Admire ~

I start admired them ~
They are GENIUS....so EXCELLENT & GREAT... ...
Can i being 1 of them???
30++ days for STPM !!!
Gambateh ~

~ Trial Result ~

My trial result....1word " GENG " !!!!
I start admire about myself " cleverness" !!!
I just do 6question of math paper2 out of 12 question!! Luckly i still can scored 56mark!!!
I need put more effort on my math paper1.....
My math " 1+1= 0 " & " 4+2= 2" ....haha ^0^
Clever leh.....I also feel myself " over clever ", no wander ah koay also " praise " me!!!

My bio more GENG GENG GENG !!! Pn.Tan just finish marked essay part !!!
I got 14/60......
Whole paper2, 33/100 converted to 60% is 19++ mark nia!!! Hw 2 pass??
Next mon d Bio paper1, 40 % ......can i scored full 50/50 MCQ???
Haiz....
Bio, a tough paper !!!! Even u write 10page of answer ,but out of question required / not in skema, all 0%
Chem leh.....no dare 2 ask Pn.Ang yet ~
PA paper1 ......37/60 MCQ !!! Teruk loh, wrong 23 question ~
In STPM, if PA paper1 wrong more than 10 question, u no need hope that u can scored A in PA paper liao T-T

I am DUNGU & LAME person T-T

Finally, i decided published my private blog 2 all reader because i lazy open 1 by1 to all readers...

I alway say you are a dungu & lame person...
Surrounding of my friends also like that saying you !!!
They tell me " he is a dungu & lame person, no need waste time care about him!!! "
Since b4 until now, i also repeated telling myself " Ya, he is a dungu & lame person. All things none my business, i no need care about him too much...."

Until now, i just realize actually u not a dungu & lame person !!!
sometime, u more clever than me ~
I am typically a dungu & lame person compare you...
My weakness as much as you....( mayb more than you)
I alway ask u improve ur weakness & dont repeat it next time....
But, how many weakness that i already improve leh????

Somemore, about ur weakness, i just simply say only....
Actually, mayb u r a perfect person. Do not have that weakness too !!!
I am DUNGU & LAME person ......T-T

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世界上有一种人，和你在一起的时候，偶尔会和你打架，偶尔会和你斗嘴，有时坏到向父母打你小报告，但是当有人欺负你时，总是第一个冲出来告诉我“谁欺负你了？我替你去教训他。”你们之间有亲密的关系，这种人叫做手足

世界上有一种人，知道你一些不为人知的小秘密，考试时帮你作弊；犯错误时会帮你找各种理由；当你暗恋一个人时，也会帮你传话；当你有委屈时会找他诉说，几乎都是有了麻烦才去找他。你不禁这样感叹：生命中出现了这么一个好人真好，也许你们在一起的日子比情人还长。这种人叫做朋友

世界上有一种人，不见面时会一直惦念他，见面时却脸红心跳一句话也说不口；偶尔也会因一点小事争吵的不可开交；但他总能轻易的抓住你的心，让你无法忘怀，也能让你胡思乱想睡不好觉；有时还会为他的事而茶不思饭不响的为他快乐和伤心，但你仍然甘之入始，因为你爱他，他是你最甜蜜的负荷。这种人叫做情人。

世界上有一种人，总在父母的保护下成长；在手足的关系中定位自己；在情人的呵护中找到真爱；在朋友的关心中得到温暖。你知道这些人经过了你的生命，也丰富了你的一生，但你还是要一个人面对生活 。这种人叫做自己

感谢父母，给予我们生命；感谢手足，伴我们成长，让我们体会到亲情的可贵；感谢朋友，总在困难时给我们力量，有时又如同镜子总能指出我们的缺点；感谢情人，是他们让我们知道什么爱与被爱，从中去追求自己的幸福；感谢自己，25岁以前的索要，25岁以后学会的回报……

# 普通朋友の界线 #

我知道有时我の言语举止超出了一般普通朋友の界线
我常对你问了一些奇奇怪怪，莫名奇妙のquestion
我也常对你说了一些无聊又白痴の话。。。
我也发现有时我の举止已超出一般普通朋友会做的事

不知幸@不幸，你很dungu，不会察言观色，没发现这一切。。。
也幸好你没察觉这一切。。。haha ^0^

看来，我常说你 dungu ，你却dungu得很可爱，很对！！！
Continue your dungu ~

~ I Am WRONG....Stupid MBS ~

2day, after sim tuition, i went farlim pizza hut with my friend !!!
Farlim pizza hut more nice than prangin mall d....
The service in that place more good than prangin too ~

After chat with my friend, i very very regret that i never transfer to clhs!!!
B4, i decided stay at MBS bcoz i though i can score high mark in KK part ~
Coz at MBS, at least i can holding some post in KK...
Until nw, i just realize i am WRONG
Fri, i &Pn. Ang went 2 found Arif !!
But at the end, the stupid Arif shoot me &Pn .Ang badly!!
He said " NIE &Relay 4 life just consider at negeri, if like tat oso consider in Kebangsaan, mean everyone also can score A in KK easily !! Then if JPA ask me, hw i need 2 answer them??? "
But NIE & RElay 4 life really consider in Kebangsaan ma!! B4 in CDK, we oso consider on that ma!!
I am WRONG !! I 4got nw i stay at Stupid MBS, not CDK .....
Then my friend at CLHS....
Although just a active member, never join many many event !! But finally also can score 84 % in KK !! My friend told me some ppl in CLHS can score until 100% coz they over active,holding many high post & join many event !!!

Turn back 2 MBS, sy also join many clubs too!! She also very active &holding many high post in all clubs ,but she also blame that cannot ever score A in KK also~
Then me, just holding some lousy post, not very active compare other....then my KK mark also ....Haiz T-T
" The 10 percent is calculated by adding the marks from the top two categories with the highest marks out of four categories which are club or society (kelab atau persatuan), sport (sukan dan permainan), uniform body (badan beruniform) and national service (khidmat negara) and then divide the total marks by 2."
I saw it in http://www.malaysia-students.com/ !!! NS also consider it meh??? Then i ma can add my NS mark loh.....haha !!! But they said NS just 60% nia ...haiz T-T

Until now i just realize why MBS cannot provide good student in academy / KK !!!
Trial exam also late than others.....everythings also lousy than others !!!
Even my friends in heng ee, i also feel them more lucky than us ~
STUPID MBS ....

T-T Nevermind T-T

Wat hapen on me nwadays??
Exam, should be study !!!
For me, sitting at there study whole day too, but with a empty mind only~
I cannot concentrated on my studies at all...
Bio ....Chem .... Math ~
1 word 2 describe " DIED "
I know, myself choosing to be a sains stream bio student to achieve my ambition & become a XXX!!!
But now.... ....wat my mind worry on??? About YYY or ZZZ ???

" cant finish study, nvm loh!! Duno hw 2 do question ar,nvm loh!! Fail ar, nvm loh!!! "
Everythings 4 me also " nvm " !!!
12 question of Math paper2, i also never finish half of that too ~
All my friends scold on me~
I also force myself take out the book & study, but my mind already fly away !!!
Sorry~
I will try my best to perform my best~

@ Who Are You @

I really wan ask " Who r u ??? "
R u a devil???
How come you can control my mind &mood???
How come i will so care about u???
How come i will mind wat u do & wat u say ???
Why i will curious on ur things???
Why i din curious other people things???
Actually all things none my business.....But i still.....?????
I think ......heart problem!!!
Ya, sure like that !!!
If not, i no any reason 2 explain it at all~

You sure r a devil !!!
If not, why u have so strong influence over me???
U this devil, please go away from me~
I do not wan under ur influence anymore...
Please return my happiness 2 me...
I do not wan any sadness from u..... please!!!!

If time can return, i hope u never appear in my life!!!
Like tat, i will get back my happiness, no more sadness on me~
But now.....u already appear in my life !!!
How can i away from u tis devil???
Although I tell myself again & again, try my best many times .....away from u !!!
But i cant really make it~
Sorry~
Time.....I believe on time !!!
Please give me some time, this time i will really really try my best make it !!!

T-T Study = Fail T-T

Study = no fail-----(1)
No Study = fail-----(2)

(1)+(2)
Study + No Study = no fail + fail

Factorise:
Study (1+ no)= fail (1+no)

Hence, Study = fail T-T

Are you agree on this math question???
For me, I still will study ~
Of course no need am pian,,,,,we can play & pian 2gether ^0^
Just as what SY mention b4 " Try ur best, dont let urself got any chance regret in future "
2ml, school reopen & Trial coming soon ~
Friends, try ur best.....
YOU ARE THE BEST !!!!

@-@ Happy Birthday @-@

Tonight, We celebrate yf 's birthday at " 火锅之家 "
Only 7 persons can attend....because some sick /vege, haiz T-T
Only me, wm, piju, ah ma, suling ,hyuen.....of course birthday girl lar---yf!!!

Food ar.....ok loh!!!
But the environment very very hot.....
Conclusion, We have a happy & nice night~

Happy Birthday 2 U ~ YF

^..^ Photoshoot ^..^

All nice photoshoot are taken by my best friend---min!!!
Sharing it with everyone~

~ Sweet Dream ~

Last9, i have a sweet dream... ...
Many person said " Dream totally different with actual world !!! "
Do u agree on it?? I agree on it ~

No matter my dream how sweet, bring how many happiness 2 me, i know.....it just a dream, a sweet dream which 4ever wont come true in actual world ~

Although it just a sweet dream, i also feel happy & enough... ...
At least i can make it come true in my dream... ...
I hope i never wake up from my sweet dream~
But i cant make it....because i still need alive in this actual cruel world!!!

Seminar Gamma

Seminar Tanjung, rm50 ( non tanjung student); rm40 ( tanjung student)
Seminar Gamma, free of charge... ...

2day ,Pa tuition!!!
My friend ask me " which1 u feel more better?? Seminar Tanjung @ Seminar Gamma??? "
In my heart, i really feel Gamma more better!! If not, i also wont choose tuition PA at Gamma rather than Tanjung lar!!
Actually both also got own good too~
Tanjung more focus on Essay while Gamma more focus on Graph~

But, i tell a lie 2 my friend!!!
I said " of course is Seminar Tanjung lar,rm5o leh,haha ^0^ !! "
Maybe i too bad 2 tell a lie or he too clever.....he knew it & laugh on me!!
He blame me waste $ go 2 the useless Seminar Tanjung !!
No only sit too far from stage, somemore cant hear/catch any main point at all !!!
Yala,that day the seminar too many person, i sit very very far... ....
Who ask I am non tanjung student...T-T
But he still wan borrow Seminar Tanjung notes from me ~
Too bad....T-T
I waste $, but he can get free notes......unfair!!!!

2day, 1st time i feel anxiety when doing graph .... ....

I cant finish it on limited time~

Somemore, when time up, i just realize that all i doing wrong!!!

After hearing teacher's advice, i more anxious it.... ....


Haiz.....Trial coming soon!! STPM somemore~

How come i so so so so so lame~

Who can teach me Chem, Bio & Math??????

I so regret why b4 i skip so many lesson, put so many aeroplane on tuition!!!!

^o^ Seminar PA 08 ^o^

Early of morning,i went 2 " Seminar PA Tanjung 2008 " at Cititel Hotel!!
Same ballroom as MBS prom9 08'... ...
Although i not tanjung student, i still went the seminar with friends ~
Michael Ng who is a fun & good lecturer.....teaching some essay skill 4 us ~

Tanjung lesson & teachers totally different with Gamma d...
Tanjung more focus on PartA & B of Paper2 PA while Gamma more focus on Part C & D....
I feel glad 2 attend the seminar because can learn many extra skills 4 answering Part A & B!!!
I also feel happy 2 meet many NS friends who come from jit sin & chung ling butterworth....
miss them so much ,haha ^o^

Y.Bhg. Dato' Lawrence Chan Kum Peng ( DPMP, DG, LFIBA, CSP, FIMM, MMIM, MMID,Dip.E.E.) presentated a Motivational STPM Talk " BE READY, WILLING AND ABLE SUCCEED "

As STPM student, we have given more than 13 year of our lives to educate ourselves from primary, secondary to pre-U levels. We must strongly believe in ourselves and our abilities to overcome successfully our STPM---BIG challenge. Achieveving the best results in our examination will help us to get into our preferred choice of University and fulfill our career ambitions. We need to adopt the right approach to be ready, willing and able to succeed effectively... ...

THREE APPROACHES TO SUCCEED:

1) BE READY TO SUCCEED

2) BE WILLING TO SUCCEED

3) BE ABLE TO SUCCEED


" 2HS...Y " Method ( with action )

1. H-ealth

2. H-appiness

3. S-uccess

4. Oh...Yes !!!

天堂 vs 地狱

你知道天堂和地狱的差别吗？？？

人家说“ 人间隔离着在天上的天堂和地下的地狱“

其实我觉得天堂和地狱差不多。。。

它们没被任何空间隔离着，反而它们之间很近，近到好像眼睛和眼睫毛之间的距离一样！！！

不同的是，“心”区分了天堂里的天使和地狱里的恶魔。。。

在我心里，你是天使OR恶魔？？？

你的一個笑容一句话　你的一舉一動都影響了我的悲傷喜悅！！

我们看似很近，但心的距离却很远很远。。。

我们的距离有那么多 时空挑战着执著。。。

就算天使再好，也会有成为恶魔的一天！！！

就算恶魔再坏，是否有想变为天使的一天？？？

~ 傻瓜，我们都一样 ~

你说不想口是心非，想说实话， 但你还是口是心非了，对吗？？？
你还放不下，还喜欢他，
却还要装不在意，装已放弃他
其实你只是在伪装而已，不是吗？？？

你真的只当他是兄弟而已吗？？？
你有真的喜欢现在的距离吗？？？
你的小小世界
藏着多少眼泪
他看见吗？？？
他感觉到吗？？

但我了解你的感受！！！
因为“傻瓜，我们都一样”！！
总是坚持着。。。

心想休息
但又舍不得。。。
心想放弃
但又办不到。。。

毕竟用尽了力气也未必如愿
对自己 你应该要诚实了一点
爱的对与错 爱的风雨火 没有人能告诉你

快乐是你的　不是他给的
你要的 你应该要懂得
选择是你的　不是他给的
幸福要自己负责！！！

我。。。也太傻，是个失败者，最后被爱惩罚
也没什么资格再给你任何意见。。。

^o^ Tan Wat Wat ^o^

Since Suhana call me " Tan Wat Wat ", Lee Siao Siao ( sy) like 2 using this name perli me.

All is suhana's fault,starting give me such name... ...

Coz i alway talk with them at class,din pay attention on PA lesson~

Even i din talk,i also stream & blur blur during lesson~

Everytime suhana ask me question.i just reply " wat?? wat thing?? wat question ?? "

Actually i alway busy doing other hwork during PA lesson!! haha,clearly say is copy other person's hwork!! ^0^ Although suhana stand in front of me teaching ,who care it!! Because basic on theory, ppl's eye alway look in front,seldom look on down d~ So,this is good reason why i like sit in front of teacher!! Because when u sit at back,teacher can clearly notice wat u r doing !!


2day, during bio period at bio lab ,Pn Tan tell us 1thing !

" Since chem easy than bio,so put more effort on bio loh! But math more tough than bio, no matter u study how hard also diffcult 2 score good result ,so also put more effort on bio coz it more easy score than math ! "

" U all wan be a doctor or a dog, just depend on this few month only "

Swt.....final conclusion just ask us put more effort on bio loh!!

How come all teacher also like that d~

Pn.Ang call us concentrate on chem !!

Ah koay call us do more math....

Teachers ar~ we just got 24hour!!

8 for sleep,8 for scl hour,3 for tuition, 3 for on9+ blogging +tv, 2 for family & friends ( important 4 improving social skills ,hehe ).....where got extra time????

Math T really is a tough paper !!

Gan say : " Math T paper 1 like SPM add.math 4 F6 students,sub sub water & very easily 2 score only "

" Because it combine with Math S paper 1, so must drop down standard 4 art stream students "

" but Math T paper 2 >>>>special 4 u ( sains stream stusents ) "

" All will become future doctors, engineers ,medic students ,so paper 2 sure must be tough enough 2 kill some students! If not, no enough places 4 u all doctors...... "!!!

Now really must work hard on scl trial & STPM!!

But i still will on9 blogging everyday~

Because this just 1 of the ways 4 me 2 relax from pressure ~

# Me@ninGfuL PhoToS #